tellmiurmeaningoflife

wat sia.

hmmm ramdomly spending my days hm sleeping and nights out.
Jus got hm from mj wif bao ono n qiang.
Was heading to ker kou mian actually.
But sumhow or rather. i am home now. Now rather willingly thuo.
Few days back... on a same table there was whispers.
That felt bad. But i gotta respect their idea. Whether to allow mi to knoe.
Perhaps he was protecting his friend. I can understand.
Now having a supper i also gotta feel fucking outcast.
Can someone tell mi a reason.
Perhaps im suck a fucked up friend?
At least tell mi whats wrong so i can change for the better?
Or maybe. jus tell mi what things i've done to deserve this eh ?
Hate this feeling since young. u can bitch bout mi. perhaps im not so bothered.
But having to know my friends are happily enjoyin their supper but i gotta be like home thinking why i cant be there.. TOTALLY SUCKS

Thanks.
Im gonna learn another lesson in life to learn to live alone.

Gd nite

posted by five4fighting @ 2:40 AM