HERE I GO
im leaving on a jet plane!
flight details.
24th april 2008 - 0630 hrs
28th april 2008 -2300 hrs
Now i dont know what to bring there.
I've yet to change my thai BUTTS.
I kinda worried the trip wont turn out that well =/
But lets go enjoy!
Its day 2 of my casino course.
My fingers are getting fitter esp my pinky.
My joints are cracking.
All those seems like so simple stuff aint that simple.
Kinda reluctant to miss the 2 days.
But nvm. i'll get a make up lesson.
Shi jie jia you k!. Mus remember wat u learn n teach mi hor.
Bye guys. Take care.
You'll be missed!
=D
Now..
i'm gonna start school in like 8 hours.
YEA
Bangkok in like 3 days!
Weekend was good.
Friday midnight went over to bear house for mahjong.
After gruelling 2 poks. i lost 1 dollar. =.-'
Tried the all new MAC McGriddles. Its good la. like sussage muffin except tat the bread is like maple syruped hotcakes.
Saturaday was suppose to meet up pam to go for gym n swim.
But too tired after the mahjong so im sorry i gave tat a miss.
Wake up to go cckcc ate. Watch match.
Amazing remix like win so instantly.
the first quarter or so their attacking percentage was almost 100%
I know im suppose to be training.
But is my thinking wrong?
I mean...ala... im caught in the middle. best is dun play at all.
SHIT MAN.
Anyway...
So after the game was thinking where to go for the night.
Somehow i ended at BUTTER FACTORY
Ah long was nice to fetch me dere. Sign mi in. Buy mi drinks.
But in return, i intro him a girl.
Hmmm...The music is GOOOOOODDDDD.
The nicest thing was to see my best best sec school friend working there.
Like after so so long. Misses!
So then came ah hong ah yong n chenglong.
Played some games of 5-10 n i throne the game la. wahahaha
Soon.. jason was puking n followed by ah yong n home dey went =(
Let mi yunxiang ahlong & kent.
Drank dance thru the night.
Walked to NANA. Look at how a thai disco is.
They just got raided so its rather empty.
Cab back to o bar ba kut teh. Eat. n Nice ah long drive us home.
On the way was stop by TP good thing they didnt check for drink driving.STRESS!
Anyway woke up today called pam for swim at cck complex.
Headed to SBC to watch the games.
RONGDA won.
NUS won.
HOMEU won.
QIANXI won.
HOMEU won.
Instead of home, mi shihui n kent headed to geylang for tian ji zuo~
took 67 back. but halfway thru. kent suggest to go somewhere to chill.
Ended up at bukit timah
POOLED till 2 am .
CAB HOME.
School starting. im really looking forward.
take care guys
GRANDMA
woke up this afternoon to find grandma sitting on the ground.
first thing tat i blurt out was. what are u doing there?
And not long that i realize she jus fell.
Apparently, she just woke up from a dream saying that this long dead relative wants to bring her and my aunt away to visit this another long dead relative of mine.
Then she woke up giddy i guess n kinda blacked out.
Good thing she managed to cling onto some hangers of sportsbra that cushioned her fall a bit.
Or else i dont think she can live to tell mi what she had dreamt of.
Its kind of scary. recently she aint feeling well. Coughing with flam. Which her asthma.
With her weak heart. Its dangerous. Easily she can choke on her flam.
Was relating what happened earlier in the day to aunt and then ah ma woke up again.
Saying she dreamt of some stuff again.
Saying why is it so noisy outside. Like lots of people outside.
According to the supertitious us, those whom are dying often dream about dead relatives offering to bring them somewhere.
I totally believe.
In the dream my grandma said she dont wan to go. Perhaps thats why she lived?
Am just back from supper with ronglie.
Got grandma some breakfast.
Helped her apply medicine.
Talk to her a little on how i felt about things regarding my parents.
I wanna tell her how much i wanna thank her for bringing me up.
I dun knoe how to put those emotions into words.
Aunt claims that this year is another checkpoint for her also.
Meaning she either survive thru or byebye.
What sia.
Please god. i dun think i am strong enough to face this.
Please bless my family with great health n happiness.
I love them all.
I am not ready to lose anyone.
HOKKIEN:ah ma, gam xia le qi wo jia tua han. Gam xia le an ni jiao kor wa. Na si wa wu si mi dui em zhu li eh tai ji, chia li yuan leong wa. Le eng wang shi wa dui hoe eh ah ma. Wa bue bei ki le chi wa dua han eh.
ENGLISH: Grandma, thank you for bringing me up. Thank you for ur care u showered me over the years. If any point in time i did anything that hurt you, please forgive me. Forever you'll be my best grandma. I will never forget your love that u showed me.
thank you
now that my 21st birthday is more or less over.
i'll like to thank all that wished mi either thru sms,friendster,personally or any other way.
YI XIA PAI MING BU FEN XIAN HUO.
melvyn.junying.fred.rebecca.raymond.jordan.shijie.ahbao.pamela.shihui.guorong.ronglie.hongmingrenqin.ahlong.yihong.father.mother.aunt.grandma.secondaunt.unclepatrick.stepmother.jason.huiqin.phyllis.ahqin.kent.enning.bearica.shaohua.meimiao.chaihuat.anisia.ziqun.thomas.ade.ziping.Thank you guys.U made my life a better one to live on =D
ps: pls pardon mi if i missed out anyone. perhaps alcohol still caught up in my brains.
WOOHOO!
6 days to course start
9 days to thai trip
Take care FRIENDS!
2.5hrs of puking
SUPER AWAKE N FINE =)
A LITTLE ON THE HIGH SIDE
WONDERING HOW COME BEER TASTE SO BAD
1 hour into puking THANKS BAO FOR TAKING THIS KINDA PICS~!
Woke up to redhill for friendly game.
Had carrot cake plus kikapoo for dinner.
Simple and sweet birthday cake by teammates =)
Next headed home. Bathe. Headed for O bar.
Everyone was there.
PAM.SHIHUI.BAO.RONGLIE.SHIJIE.ARRON1.ARRON2.GUORONG.AHLONG.HONGMING.
Drink a little.Beer plus some vodka watever.
Den comes renqin. He totally took mi away from earth la.
First came half jug beer. followed by non stop terquilla pops.plus another half jug beer.
IT KILLED MI TOTALLY.
Still managed to get cigarettes and all wif arron n shijie.
But once they are gone. everything came slowly & deadly.
I started to puke like free flow buffet.
Once i started puking i couldnt stop man.
I was like squating 2 hrs.
Trying to squeeze every drop of digestive juice out of mi.
i tried super hard to sit up open my eyes. but realli cant. the world is spinning too fast for mi.
Didnt even knoe ah yong n cheng long came after that.
Went home in ah longs car with guess paper bag stuck to my face.
According to hongming i actually puke some strains of blood. dying soon liao lo.
Change n BANG concused.
They next thing i know is that im awake. Feeling that its still kinda early.
But when i look at my phone its like 3 plus =.-'
Called pam and realise they meeting at 1530
Tried to rush. but wasnt possible and they gotta meet others.
So took my time to bathe n hang the laundry.
Cab to SBC.
Had nice western n company to watch nice games.
Rongda won.Tagawa won.HomeU won.
All nice games to watch!
Ah Bao got 4 pts field goal + 1 steal
WEEUWEE
Trained home =)
MIX EMOTIONS
im kinda drunk while i type all this out.
i wanna write it all here becoz i dun wanna forget.
this 21st birthday or mine.
i went to meet my god uncle with my aunt at boat quay.
had a nice surf n turf. (ribeye & prawns with a portion or salad n chips)
nice. had a glass or borbon coke.
he was relatively supervisual. Stressing on how happy he is to see us all. esp mi all grown up.
headed down to chinatown area. 146 neil road.
My father n mother plus father's wife was there.
Drank... felt proud as my father introduced mi to his friends.
I got this gold 21st pendant.
Somehow i smoked in front of all of dem.
Somehow i feel their heartahce.
Their heartache becoz dey arent involved in my growing up process..
becoz dey dun knoe mi.
many birthday songs many wishes..
im happy overall...
but im kinda sad .... sad im family aint complete... today is my first time huggin my dad.. i held my tears back..
i held my tears back when he was half drunk sharing how much he regret not being responsible as a father.
How much he is doting his son becoz he miss mi...
yes... he said he missed mi..
im indeed moved....
my mother... i believe she is going thru some rough patch in her life as well.
I jus wish my family and friends happiness.
i went to ball at cckcc went my god uncle messaged mi ..
arrange for a drink ...
ended up a meeting for my family...
for once.. i got this pic of my dad n mother... the last wan was when i was 3.
but sadly i dun haf it wit mi yet.
will upload once i get it.
Headed to meet dem n i went thru a emotional jorney.
i hope tomorrow would be a better day.
I love my father
I love my mother.
I love my god uncle.
I love my aunty.
I love my grandma.
I love my friends. esp. bao pam lie
Please treasure each other while we are fine n healthy.
im kinds emo now. take care.
god bless all my loved ones.
god bless.
HAPPY 21st Birthday
Met friend for lunch at chinatown.
Had tim sum for lunch. so so lor. the siew mai is good.
walk for awhile....
headed to vivo~
realised i've been missing from shopping for so long.
and i feel utterly poor n deprived of retail therapy.
quite a few pieces of clothes here and dere went into my togetifigtmoney list.
Was walking around.. and headed to suntec...
Had fish n co for dinner =)
they actually went NYDC to get a cake frm dere... sweet la
Nice... nice company..
Got a fragrance for birthday.
Got angbao from ahma n 2nd aunt.
Got an epilator.
haha..
BUT i still think 21st is boring bday.
okay shall grow up n learn tat bday is jus another day.
jus tat on this faithful day 21 yrs old. my mother was screaming when her virgina was being cut open =X
Thank you rebb.Jy.Ray.Mel.Fred.Wil. for today =)
ps:pam, steady ah go hotel =x
friday like no prog. perhaps go ball..
if nt can sumone like date mi for dinner wif kbox or movie?
Good night my friend
=D
accompanied bao for eggs sending AKA lorry sitting today.
heading home wif 30 eggs as my salary for the day.
plus complimentry lunch with the condition tat i gotta la rush everything into my mouth in 5mins.
How to digest sia.
Jus when i got home n rested.
Ono called.
Accompanied him to go SAS in order to settle some jersey issues.
Since was at woodlands we headed to MR PANG SEAFOOD at sembawang.
had all time fav you zham yu bian, tried their bbq stingray accompanied wif a xian cai toufu tang.
Nice.
After dinner headed to RP to watch friendly between rongda & RP.
Mike and Bao skin colour look so sunshine~
Lie look like a overcooked spareribs.
HOME.
this marks the end of a ordinary day.
THURS- DINNER wif ROVERS gang.
FRIDAY- INTEND TO GO DINNER plus KTV/MOVIE
SAT- DRINK + STAYOVER OUTSIDE
my dad wanna join mi for the drinking part.
hmmm....o bar wif a 40 yea old guy? friends please help accomedate him.
i hope people whom turn up for the drinks are
pam.shihui.bao.lie.shijie.roy. and many many.
but i seriously hope i can walk out wif my clothes clean n relatively sober.
haha
Yea. Gonna head to turf city tomorrow for registering of the casino course.
If everything goes well, i'll being starting the course on april 21.
But on the other hand, what about my degree.
Now, if this course goes well, i'll be working shifts in casino earning like 2.5k.
Be it local or overseas =)
If im able to settle down in the job save loads of money, i'll go get a degree.
But think again. if i settle down in the job why i need a degree man.
CRAP. this is jus how my brain is being formatted by the society.
Whateva. i jus dun wan to be a poor kid.
1. GO GET CASINO COURSE
2. GET A BANKING DEGREE
3. SIGN ON POLICE
Ahh... whatever. i wanna freaking get my driving liecense like NOW!!!!
I cant wait for thai trip.
But i kinda afraid at any point of time i'll feel extra or left out or sumthing like dat.
Ohh.. TODAY
HONG KUANG WAS PLAYING AT
CCKCC WHILE I WAS AT
SENTOSA.WHAT SIA.
the whole of sentosa dun have any hot hunks comparable to him lor.
SHIT.
Heavens joke sia.
Lets go have dinner and drink for my birthday.
DECIDED.
Shall decide whether it shud be on a fri or sat nite.
BYE!
BIRTHDAY BRAINSTORM
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HI ALL.
can anyone help mi brainstorm some ideas for my 21st birthday?
I rested for bout a month.
I gonna rest the whole of april 2008 as well.
Jus for me to take a break. A long break.
But now that beloved 11 april is nearing, i dun think i have any idea.
1. Go o bar pay money puke n get drunk?
2. Like wat ronglie suggest, go movie n dinner wif friends?
3. the point is i dun even knoe who will be free to entertain me.
Hai.
People 21st bday all so nicely planned and everything.
Tong ren bu tong ming ah.
Anyway i dun wanna go home on my birthday i guess.
Go book some hotel or chalets or wat i also dun mind.
Anyway wanna join?
I'm stuck with this stupid virus.
Been running slight fever on n off for like so many day.
Nose blocked wif greenish pudding like mucus with occasionally strains of blood as deco.
now both eyes is swollen.
Getting fatter each day.
Pimples popping everywhere.
How much more uglier can i get man.
Pam.he ask if i knoe ur blog. i said i dunno. ya.
FRIENDS. im super bored. please date mi out sumwhere.
anyone wanna catch rule no.1?
Tml is ching ming.. gotta go bai bai =/
Wanna play bball too...
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