tellmiurmeaningoflife

Been doing afew card reading with my aunt.
And some cards asked me to stop all my bad healthy habits such as drinking n smoking.
Some cards ask mi to go see doc go for any overdue checkups that i have,
Indeed i have overdue checks.
One for my brain scan another for my eye.
Now a final card says i have chornic illness.
Cant be cure but go seek help to control the situation.
Goodbye my friends

SHIT

Im missing Melvyn so much la.
What if 3 yrs later he comes back and i'll alreadi like dead for a year or so.
i knoe it doesnt matter to him at all now.
But somehow whether i sitll holds tat special place in him still matters to mi
ITS ALL OVER.

Supervisory course for my casino management for now.
SUPERVISOR = SUPER + VISION
i like need 4 brains 6 pairs of eyes n like 8 hands la.
Gotta like monintor whether ur table win how much lose how much.
Make sure ur dealers payment n game are running correctly.
Gotta track a VIP player see the auntie bet how much win how much each n every hand she plays.
KILL MI SUAN LIAO

For past weeks my phone seldom rings.
Sometimes its either hongming or ah bao call call ask got play ball or wat ma.
Other than that everyday i wake up with no ccalls no messagess
Sleep with no calls no messages.
Kindda saddening ...

if tomolo is the last day i live.
i wanna thank my grandma n aunt for bringing mi up
i wan apologize to melvyn xiao for the pain i caused
Thank Alvin for the happy memories.
I wan to thank weisheng for being such a sweet classmate n friend in my sec school days.
BBCC peeps.To bring mi to p.hantu where its the nature at its best.
I wanna thank brothers n sisters of SP Rovers esp jy,r,f,r,m
U guys made my poly days a different n enriching one
Carrom bball Risk.Berkelah.hantu.Btc,Rss.Rtt
Meimiao for enduring my nonsense thru my 3 years.
Always helping me to over my ass in skool work.
I wanna thank ytcc peeps for welcoming me so warmly.
Altough we haven knoe each other for super duper long i shud say.
But thai trips n genting trips and those regular ball n mj sessions has been wonderful.
ah bao. ono. shi jie. pam. kent. enning.anisia.arron.ronglie.

I love each n every single one of u out there.
Take care my lovesss

posted by five4fighting @ 10:45 PM