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No school today!

Or rather i didnt turn up for school today.
School has been rather monotonous recently having my hand skills n table games tested already,
it all about theory and supvising now.
We learn casino marketing.how casino hitch people to go gamble till they die there.
We learn how casino plays on a sure win basis.
blah blah blah n the list goes on.
I meet my father his wife n his son on wed for dinner at no signboard seafood @ ECP
the white pepper crab is totally prolypok!
Kinda heart aching to realise my father son didnt believe he have a sister whom happens to b mi.
But also happy to see that he accepts me realli fast n enjoys the dinner.
He is a handsome boy eh .
So came thursday hong ming jio for bball..
ytcc was only filled with few sec skool bois playing bball with size 6 balls.
bao was like totally turned off.
we headed to 514 to catch shijie n his team in action.
We played few games till we were too tired n eventually lost.
Anisia was like a SHEN lor. hahahaha
Nice steamboat wif ono at estimewa.
HOME!
Got a missed called from shaohua... was wondering wats on that made him call mi.
Then he said tianzuo grandpa passed away n that he was near my place.
I got bathe n headed down.
Actually being more worried for tianbao.
Having to know that tianbao takes care of his grandpa sleep together he shud be badly affected ba.
sat down with some bball friend baozhen qihui malian tianzuo.
Talk some crap n i think its better to go talk to tianbao.
we chatted n chatted. it still feels so nice talking to him .
Time flew so fast. the last time we were studying together was like 2 years ago.
Anyway talked till like 4 n he walked mi home.
dunno is i keep him company or its him keeping me company....
i realise he is a realli a nice friend n i got him missing for so long

SLEEP whole afternoon.
No program tonight.
i guess i'll b going down tonight
Take care my friends

posted by five4fighting @ 6:37 PM 0 Comments

Its been a long time

Its been a long time since i try updating on this page of mine.

Its a the lunar seventh month now.
Incense everywhere looking at where i step as n when.
When to lim chu kang cemetery for some ceremonial prayers to offer some buffet n money to the dead.
An eye opener for mi.
But once i got there i thought of SP ROVERS
How we walk thru cemetery track 14.
How we rescue people with 'snake bites' 'broken legs' along the road side.
Remember bro & sis?

There were those shifuz n shijies doing the prayers some got posessed.
I was afraid at first but soon, i like their attention.
The fact that i have total faith in the higher being there makes mi feel protected.
When to clarify if there is any health problems like wat the card reading says.
The tua ah pek says got nothing wrong except that huo qi very duo. Must drink salt water n yang sen su ...ekks
Then i thought i should have a peace of mind.
But ono came telling mi " bui eh ah pek ask u friday go up"
Wat sia
So i went last night.
It was such a experience lo.
THe tua ah pek talk to mi for like an hour.
Telling mi bout my life.
My character.
I got to much things in my mind.
Too much that he ask mi to learn to let go .
Short term wise i wanna get a job.
Long term wise im determined to earn a career in MARINA SANDS
I got spotted ..
Ah pek says i wan people to teng.
But i often am alone in a grp too.
So many many things so many.
Dreams are all due to my overwhelming thoughts i go thru sub consiously.
drank like 3 cup n smoke 1 cigg with ah pek. hee
I jus like talkin to him. wish he can like talk to mi all night.
Off i go to mahjong.
Guys lets go PT again on tues or thurs
i totally SUCKED.

5 dai zhi mo here i come!!!!!

posted by five4fighting @ 11:00 PM 0 Comments