tellmiurmeaningoflife

ALONE

days come and go.
days turn into weeks.
week turn into months.
and soons these months are turning into a year.
its almost a year now since i last felt someone really embracing me with love.

gone was the life where u know wherever u go u wont need to hestitate to share a simple new tat amuse u and that party wont think ur the most irritating kid on earth.
i scroll thru my phone list looking at whom i could jus drop a message to.
thinking if im bothering others life routine.

LONELY should be the word i guess.
but apparantly, im like always with friends bballing, mj-ing thats all i do now.
Except pass 2 tuesday that i got the will power to go SP for a jog
i guess sometimes im alone in a crowd. thats the feeling.

Dun mind me for all these whining ..
it jus gets into mi on n off
currently im reading PS. i love u perhaps thats a contributing factor to all this negative feelings now.
at least that character has someone to grief over.

Meimiao jus reminded me on how long i haven had proper income and proper leg torturing shopping trips.
i wanna get my pay check.
GO SHOOOPPPPPP

Shall go shop of bf like how people shop for undies i guess,
CRAPPY

gd night!

posted by five4fighting @ 12:01 AM