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emotions

Been going thru a roller coaster ride of emotions this week

Finally got to get a ride on ah bao new CBR 1000. Really different feeling. like the pillon seat is realli high.

Now that his pillow seat is still not yet ready i sat on the single seat cover which caused my a achy butt afterr travelling to Alexander. Waited for like 3 hrs like a idiot wodering why are there so many people being so bothered by their bikes there.
Perhaps if one day i get my own transport i'll be so ga ga over it as well.. thinking wat sticker to paste. what to zhng into the car/bike??

Miss out O bar with shihui as i needed to work on sat morning.
Sat went to arena hoping to catch a glimpse of Alvin.
But as i tot. he wasnt working that night as the day b4 was his birthday.
Went to meet Weisheng after arena as it was rather boring night.
Chat and enjoyed each other's simple company than i headed home.
Sunday ms marie wasnt in a really good mood.
Was recalled down to accompany her sing n drink.
Was suppose to be a DXO den we realise DXO is closed on Sundays.
Headed down to Le Bar
Opened a bottle of Chivas.
that place is a emo place.
It makes u drink n think bout stupid stuff.
I dunno if wat i've been doing is plain stupidity of jus kind favours a friend shud do.
At least im helping out at alex's parents bookshop with shijie ...
Got some income not so jialat.
Things are getting so complicated for relationship wise.
I wanna let go. But its nt easy.
Really.
What ever ugly stuff u may say.
What ever ugly things i may see.
Not easy.

爱我的人为我痴新无悔，我却为我爱的人感情里生伤悲

I smile away my pain.
i laugh away my tears.
Nobody knoes.

posted by five4fighting @ 12:39 AM