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ah ma is sick =(

ah ma was running fever since last night...
Really bad.
A week ago she started to be unable to control her bladder really well.
She looked really weak and painful.
This morning i check her out.
She hasnt eaten anything.
And she is constantly going to the toilet.
Pulled myself up pass her a piece of bread and a glass of hot honey water.
She just obeyed wat i ask her to do
After that passed her 2 panadol..
She jus ate and sleeped...
see her like that i really scared to lose her.
Brought her to see doc at ubi.
Doc say she got urinal infection.
Den suddenly blood pressure drop low also.

Brought her to eat something.
She no appetite. So just ordered a fishball soup for her.
At least i see her eat i feel better.
cab homed.
Now me and aunt constantly checking on her.
Her body temperature is either too cold or too hot.
She puked her dinner out..
She puke her medicine out.
Now we kinda helpless ..

Heart totally get squash to see her like that.
This lady here used to piggy back mi to see doctor..
She used chase after mi with a cane.
i cannot lose her and cant bear to see her suffering like this either.

Tomorrow TP.
But i rather give all my luck and blessing to ah ma.
Actually deep down.
We know one day she has to go.
Just not able to accept.
Ti gong pls por pi ah ma ping ping an an

posted by five4fighting @ 1:19 AM