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alone

suddenly i feel so alone.

alone in office.

lunch also alone.

no one on my phone to ring.

no one to ring my phone to ask how i am doing.

posted by five4fighting @ 1:34 PM 0 Comments

SATURDAY

cant imagine i jus spent my weekend after a weeks work just like tat.

bballed.

WAT THE

was craving for dian xin this morning.
Now i miss melvyn.
If he was here he'll surly bring me to eat =D

tomorrrow first day of training =(
i'll be a dog i swear.

posted by five4fighting @ 1:43 AM 0 Comments

WORK

WORK = TYPING IN CAPS + EXCELS SPREAD SHEETS + NEVER ENDING LIST OF BLANGAHS & THAIS.

AFTER SIMPLIFICATION WORK = @.@

posted by five4fighting @ 2:21 AM 0 Comments

day 1 at work.

Work was eye texing...
Was straining my eyes thru the endless list of employees. Check their details make sure its correct.
All blangadeshie, thai, burmese, china, britain, local employees.
Gonna cross eye soon.
Dunno whats what for tomorrow.

Drove today =D
At first i was super nervous.
But thinks went fine.
Bao IMMEDIATELY fasten safety belt once i drive.
what a nice friend.
Drove to batok for ball.
Anyway sent a friend to boon lay den home...
Very fulfilling de gan jue!
haha

posted by five4fighting @ 12:56 AM 0 Comments

Fever transfered to tummyache

Yea...
Got a sudden news that there'll be a temp job for me as admin temp.
Took it up without a second tot.
At least that will keep my daily routine abit more objective orientated.
Instead of jus sleeping and waking up to see if there is something else for me to do except bballing.


Yesh. at least i knoe there will be income one more time.
Or else i was thinking of where should i start digging money from.

My estate got DENGUE bug.
2 weeks 6 cases. Within 5 blocks of flats.
hahha.... again got house check.
If found any lavae its $200.
Singapore govt really got at finding ideas to earn money

posted by five4fighting @ 5:42 PM 0 Comments

Day 3 of stupid fever

Did facial today.
Like after soooooo long.
The person like degrade my face till can just throw my face away.
She said " wah look at ur eye rings... u how many days never sleep... look at ur dead skins..
So terrible.. ur face like burst out alreadi."
What nice words she used.
No comments

tomorrow gotta bring ah ma to doc again.
She not feeling well.
I thought she next week den wanna go.
Or else i would have rent the vehicle this week instead.
anyway she said she dun wanna sit in a car i drive.
She scared she die with the car.
WTH!
no confident in me at all de.
Anyway i not cofident in myseld also.
Cant blame her la.

等待　
我隨時隨地在等待　
做妳感情上的依賴我沒有任何的疑問　這是愛
我猜　妳早就想要說明白　
我覺得自己好失敗從天堂掉落到深淵　多無奈
我願意改變 (what can I do)
重新再來一遍 (just give me chance)
我無法只是普通朋友　感情已經那麼深　叫我怎麼能放手
但妳說 I only wanna be your friend 做個朋友
我在妳心中只是 just a friend 不是情人
我感激妳對我這樣的坦白　但我給妳的愛暫時收不回來So I
我不能只是 be your friend　I just can't be your friendno,no,no,

I guess there is nothing i can do about it ba.
Weather kinda weird n bad these days.
Take care my dear friends

posted by five4fighting @ 2:57 AM 0 Comments

SICKLY

HEADACHE
BLOCKED NOSE
IRRITATED THROAT
FEVER

SUCKS!

posted by five4fighting @ 5:21 PM 0 Comments