"there are worries in ur head. bt at the same time u are tired. physically and mentally. crap. wen u ned to. laugh wen u wan to. u are funny and a great joker. bt wen its meant to be serious, u never fail to get it done. u expect alot frm urself. bt wen u give in ur best u feel like its not enuff. loev to be ard ppl all the tyme. dun wish to be alone. "
this is how some one thinks of me.
yet this person has onli actually seen me or interact with me less than 5 times.
so amazing.
to possibly come out with such deduction.
Yet accurate to a certain level.
Kinda appreciates there is people out there whom i left an impression on.
Haven been going to cckcc or ytcc for at least a month now.
Dun know what is happening to lifes of people there.
Shi jie , ah kent , enning
Hope they are still doing good ba.
Just met up bao n pig for movie last evening
The show 17 again is so good!.
if i have the chance. i wanna go back to 17 again..
really.
i would appreciate tat relationship i had then.
im certain.
Im deprive of mahjong.
Been a month since i played.
anyone?
tired
hi all...
im back frm ytd game against o saints.
my right butt is super uncomfortable now..
Kerna jet by dunno which bitch.
i wanna play better ball..not the way im playing now.
and super amazed by the fact tat i can turn up for work today.
was struggling with my little devil in the morning...
good thing angel got the support from money fairy..
so here i m blogging at office.
Watch hornets match after my game.
Super nervous while watching.
One min they leading.
The other min they are behind.
But ultimately they managed to pull thru n WIN! =D
After their game we followed the engtat guys to geylang to eat sexy sexy hokkien mee.
NICE .. prawns big big. sotong shiok shiok.
was kinda stun by how some players talk due to the fact tat i tot they were like so cool.
tittle drop. =.=
Anyway ... jinghang they all went to drink.
I headed home. in DAKANG car..
HELLLO ALL ITSSS DAA KAAANNNGGG car.
haha..
sound so physcotic.
anyway along the way had nice chat =D
first time really talking to him in person.
that made my day totally.
Back now. im freaking tired n sleepy n bored in office.
Pls let me come work tml.
=( i bet i will struggle tml morning again
thank you all
Finally the week has ended.
This also marks the end of celebrating bday for the 22nd time in my life.
First was dinner n movie with junying,fred,rebb... ribeye at astons and jacky chan movie!
Thanks guys.got a limited edition vodka frm them too. =D
next was with mei miao n yan may at cine =D
ate xin wang. papaya soup as usual.
But shudn't haf cuz both of them din eat =/
Shud have jus tabao subway into kbox.
Tat mm la. din suggest earlier.
but anyway sang till i nearly asthma.
Till 3 of us finally gave up.
Recieve a sweet card n a perfume frm them =D
Met up with kent guorong prasad at o bar.
Next came ah pig shi jie roger yunxiang marie.
Next came kangwei shihui benedict thomas.
Recieved at agnes b bag frm enning shijie kent & yunxiang
realli suprised n gandong daoo~~~
A wallet frm ah pig shant go into detail regarding the wallet k
u guys know why
everything was cool till the clock strike 12.
all the drinks came ...
My name was being called here n dere
Drank scarie stuffs with flame burning.
den i was sitting at a corner talking to thomas or benedict liao i forget.
haha
seh!
Still manage to get myself to sabai sabai.
see see look look awhile den i headed home liao.
Next morning wake up like kerna lorry bang.
hangover to the max.
played a bball game at sbc...
wanna zzzz le update again
ghost of me
i m like a ghost.
U shun me.
U run from me.
But in the first place,
u held me like i was alive.
Or rather, u made me live.
One day, i turned into mist, i turned into shadows.
Things u avoid.
Things u hide from.
This is what i am to u.
Im ur ghost.
IMPOSSIBLE
this word broke me into pieces.
trust me.
i got no intention of turning up on friday anymore.
IMPOSSIBLE was something i had at tat time.
so near so real jus you.
i still miss him like everything was yesterday.
i guess its been almost a month since my last post.
went to town with shihui ytd.
Its like dunno how long since i actually walk on the streets of orchard road.
So many things caught my eyes.
But i guess i still dont dare to spent.
Just got myself a cheapo watch for work.
Good news is tat boss gonna extend me till i recieve notice from my beloved casino.
At least i wont be incomeless for the unknown waiting time for marina sands to be actually cleared off sand.
Accompanied shihui to scout for hair extention lobangs.
Ended up in a place call ' its hairy'
They are like specialised in dreadlocks n super "yea" hairstyles!
Walk in i feel kinda stress ...
Like as if a person would walk in normal n come out super extra oridinary
Anyway the hair extention turns out freaking long.
The hair itself looks natural n blended quite well to me.
Headed to xin wang to have my fav papaya soup noodles.
While walking down cineleisure, there were like endless songs which tempted us to sing k.
Couldnt resisted it.
We ended up in k box.
Sing sang sung scream our hearts out.
Till mine was kinda achey.
Some lyrics really related me to some stuff..
I cant stop thinking bout him.
I tried.
I did.
I force myself to divert my attention.
Yet he is still there.
So clear so near.
Like ytd was the day i met him at the faithful place.
EMO mode ON
Off to cruise tonight.
Will be back on sunday afternoon.
Afterwhich gotta chiong to training at jss.
For the oldies and full of experienced team.
LOL
BIG MONEY!!!!
STRAIGHT FLUSH. JACKPOT RINGS
PLS COME FIND ME!
s8710183E
Dun get the wrong person. I report my ic no. liao.
TAKE NOTE AH. FIND ME!
AMEN!
