Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Back homed

So yesterday despite the fall which happened one night before ah ma's discharge?
We persuaded n doc also agreed for her to be discharged once the scans n all r out.
Cause generally, we cant really do anything to help her already.
So she is back. but the shifts has to go on.
Just that is at a much comfortable place and i hope i can find time for bball or drink once in a month.


Today...
I guess bao is disappointed.
I think i will stick to sentosa.

I feel so disconnected to the social world now.
Got to know bao was heading out for dinner. he knew i was home...
But no offers.
Wont know if i din ask either.
This is life ..
People come and go...

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Been accompanying and nursing ah ma at sgh..being such a stubborn n strong willed lady.. She suffered a fall. The painful was enough to convince her to visit the hosp. Numerous test was done. All came back fine. No urine infection. No heart injuries lungs is fine. When we tot everything is jus gonna be fine. She did an ultrasound for her stomach .. When back for a rest wake up to realize scan result was no good. Tumor. Cancerous. From intestine area spread to liver n all. Now. Surgery is as good as killing her with the surgical blade chemo will make her suffer more and will nt cure ultimately. Jus prolong. Agony.. I'm nt being unfillial here. I jus dun think she deserve all this. Too much to take.. Please pray for less pain n inner peace for her friends. I'm so helpless n lost.