tellmiurmeaningoflife

before i fly

Today was day 1 of work. And its rather s long day.

Had this company induction thingy. Mission vision safety issues.
Also confirmed roomies. Sad to say I'm like youngest and ther rest are like 10-20 yes my senior.

Headed to bp plaza alone all thanks to ah bao.
Agreed to go lookout for lappy with me and tell me he wanna ball.
What a man of words he is.

Homed.
Ah ma got like choked on medication .
Had a short episode of breathing difficulties.
Good thing I managed to handle and clear things up.
I no longer dare bring up the topic of leaving to her.
Call me a coward. Its fine.

Aunt is going a little haywire.
Shouting at the finest available opportunity.
Exhibiting her fantastic instant change of emotions.
Never have I ever felt so messed up really.

Excitement.fear.lost.sadness.uncertainty.anxiety. All in me at once.
Dear god. Bring me home.

posted by five4fighting @ 1:04 AM