tellmiurmeaningoflife

i miss u

i suddenly miss my grandma whom use to nag at me.
my grandma whom take care of me when im back drunk.
my grandma whom ask if i won a bball match.
my grandma whom buy me my breakfast.
my grandma whom make me a cup of tea every morning before i go work.
my grandma whom ask me if i brought my ezlink card out.
my grandma whom ask me if i had brought my jacket along on rainy days.
my grandma whom closes my window when it rains at night.
my grandma whom comes to school when i call her telling her i missed out my worksheets.

i miss her really.

now,

its an empty shell eating itself up from inside.

close ur eyes. rest ur mind. ah gong will fetch u.

bring u to a place. less pain. less worries.

where u can finally rest n say.. ahh... wat a wonderful life i have.

i will always remember u that tat soul whom unconditionally shower me with ur kind of love.

When u would bring me to eat mac every weekend morning. we'll share a hot cake meal.

Bring me swim. Always checking on me.

Then, u were almost 70. Never did u complain tired. Never did u said i was a burden.

I will remembr u always for showcasing ur shaolin trained skills.
Welcoming me home by hitting me with ur mob rods. When i sneak out to play when i was young.

I am really sorry i choose to leave for work.

My heart freeze when u stare so slient into me when i tell u im leaving next week.

I wish to seek ur forgivness....will you?

posted by five4fighting @ 4:40 AM