worst flood in manila since 1967
Current location is in hotel renaisse .
All thanks to the monsoon .
My basement carpark is non existent nw as it is totally submerge in longkang water
First time in life I witness a flood tat I find it threatens to step out of the hse
The walkway I use to walk every day seems like a riverrafting spot.
Lights n power went out block by block.
Later in the night even the water supply went out.
Packed my bags brought my mattress(sampan) and bloster(padle) and headed to shi jie place.
Power is back up on his side but my block seemed like ghost town.
Made my way to the other end of the condo jus to get precious water to bathe.
Afraid that water may run out anytime, I didn't dare to have my hair washed.
So after our cra briefing, we headed straight out to check into a hotel.
Receive news tml will be another off day. Wahaha
Long weekend.vacation mood.experience of a lifetime.
I'm dead hungry now..
Save me pls?
As the rain is pouring down
I sit here alone
Thinking about u thinking about us.
Wondering if I'm up for it.
Afraid to bring u more unhappiness rather than happy memories.
Time is needed here I agree now.
To gain better understanding.
To be certain we will pull things thru.
Being who we r, I believe u will agree things won't be so simple n easy.
Let us learn to be each other's best .each other's last.
Love.
Back in Bonifacio.
So here i am.
Welcomed back by shi jie marie jian feng.
Nice to have people awaiting ur return.
Really happy to be back here...
First stop. HUP CHAN for lunch.
Food aint that irresistible anymore.
No appetite eh.
Yesterday had a good outting.
Simple yet nice chilling time.
Friends. are always better i should say.
Friends never break up .
Good and happy that bao is gonna savour the sweetness of a relationship.
A real relationship.
JIA YOU k.
So back in singapore .. cabbed to cck.
PAM n JIE CHOW was there le..
welcomed by a warm warm hug from pam thanks girl. altough i didnt seem different after that hug
BUt it did matter.
Felt disorientated.
Felt left behind by grandma.
Felt resistant to accept the fact.
When i was there kneeling down holding my first ever pair of joss sticks for her.
I wish i never had to. so soon.
I kneel down pleading for forgiveness.
For leaving her behind.
Asking her gotta go enjoy life with ah gong.
dun worry about us here.
We have all grown up.
We will be find with u looking upon us im sure.
Deep down there is still this tot wo zhen de ser bu de ni zou.
Next came BAO PING BER. KENT . ADELINE
Quite a no. of people turn up in the first night.
my father, tian zuo , wei ming . jacob . jialing . ken . shaohua . qi hui . shihui . yihong . arron . shijie parents.
Now im trying so hard to recall.
But i cant really recall who in particular came in wat day eh .
let me jus list them down not in order.
FRED.REBB.JY.WILSON.RAY.MEIMIAO.YANMAY.RENQIN.ALVIN.JOHNSON.TIANBAO.
ROY.AH YONG.AH LONG. GUGU.COUSIN JOLINE.UNCLE PATRICK.BENEDICT.JUNHAO.JUNHAO. JUNHAO PARENTS.SHEN SHEN. SHEN SHEN PARENTS.MEIMEI.ADELINE.ZHEN LI.
if i did miss out on anyone im sorry.
But i genuinely appreciate the time u guys took out.
For me for ah ma.
Tired.
Remember i was so into the cash collecting 8 months ago for my grandfather's passing.
But this time i aint functioning at all.
I was smiling joking but that was all tat i can do .
Tired.
Tired of talking .
Now all i can do is focus.
On work.
Looked at the pics taken for me before ah ma's coffin was sealed.
sad.
Some how her mouth was wide open.
like screaming in silence.
no comments.
Jus be good. go enjoy life with ah gong.
Im sorry now we are putting u at the temple. due to work commitments.
I hope u know who is really thinking for u .
who really has that filial piety for u .
i miss u
i jus need a conversation with u .
i need a hug from u
i need to feel u.
one last time.
ah ma left with ah gong
was at market market when i recieve a call.
From their voices without the need of breaking the news ... i know wat has happened.
ah ma left...
at tat moment. i jus stood motionless tears flowing in the middle of a mall.
got hold of myself in jus few mins.
shi jie accompany back to our place first while marie n jian feng continued their shopping.
all that was in my mind was. i wanna get back to singapore.
made afew calls for the arrangements.
marie was telling me.. debb.. cry out if u feel like it.
i feel like. but i ran out of tears.
i stood in the shower.. asking her.. why didnt u wait for me.
Why u accompany me thru my life.. why i could accompany u thru ur insecure n painful moment.
BUT not ur last moment.
Why u left me behind.
AH MA. i need u to gimme a hug.
please.
i beg of u . been drinking for a week now.
in order to sleep in order to smile.
but i m fine.
im okay.
flight at 1445 manila to sin.
flight back to phlippines on 21st 1050 am.
see u guys.
WAKE
held at
Block 464 choa chu kang ave 4
Sat Chu bing.
PLease do come down..
drop me a text before u guys drop by
92477305/81255999
I got this feeling I will learn to hate u again.
I got this feeling history will repeat itself again.
Dun u agree.
