tellmiurmeaningoflife: ah ma left with ah gong

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

was at market market when i recieve a call.

From their voices without the need of breaking the news ... i know wat has happened.

ah ma left...

at tat moment. i jus stood motionless tears flowing in the middle of a mall.

got hold of myself in jus few mins.

shi jie accompany back to our place first while marie n jian feng continued their shopping.

all that was in my mind was. i wanna get back to singapore.

made afew calls for the arrangements.

marie was telling me.. debb.. cry out if u feel like it.

i feel like. but i ran out of tears.

i stood in the shower.. asking her.. why didnt u wait for me.

Why u accompany me thru my life.. why i could accompany u thru ur insecure n painful moment.

BUT not ur last moment.

Why u left me behind.

AH MA. i need u to gimme a hug.

please.

i beg of u . been drinking for a week now.

in order to sleep in order to smile.

but i m fine.

im okay.

flight at 1445 manila to sin.

flight back to phlippines on 21st 1050 am.

see u guys.

WAKE

held at

Block 464 choa chu kang ave 4

Sat Chu bing.

PLease do come down..

drop me a text before u guys drop by

92477305/81255999