tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-75197929852413096462012-02-16T17:20:30.773+08:00five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.comBlogger1181100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-79093904044432024772010-02-14T08:22:00.002+08:002010-02-14T08:36:19.149+08:00Firstly, a happy happy Lunar new year to all my friends n family =D<br /><br />This yr gotta skip the CNY celebration firstly due to ah ma's passing<br />Next is im working frm day 1 of CNY to day 15th.<br />HOW ENCOURAGING IS THAT MAN.<br /><br />seriously i think RWS HR SUX.<br /><br />Next, HAPPY HAPPY valentines day to all the love birds out there.<br />Not forgetting happyvalentinesday my dearest baby yong shi jie.<br /><br />Im in graveyard shift for a full 2 weeks now.<br />Contributing to this post at this time as i have not feel the tiredness yet.<br /><br />Today will be the day our casino open its door for the world to see to experience.<br />Lets hope things will turn out well. Altough i forsee today = havoc<br />Hope my boss earn many many so that i can have bonus many many.<br />HUATAH!<br /><br />Early in the morning recieve angbao frm workplace.<br />Mai siaosiao so many thousands of people all got ang bao.<br />Give them a clap lo *claps*<br /><br />I wonder this few days where can we settle our lunch or dinner besides prata shops man.<br />Is carls jr opened on CNY??<br /><br />Anyway my baby got me a necklance...<br />Swweeetttt .<br />Im wearing it nw feeling so proud =X<br />Diamond de leh weeuwee<br /><br />Totally CNY moodless...<br />CNY without ah ma is like another day.<br />No rushing to clean hse.<br />No stocking up of food.<br />Sad.<br />Thank god i spent all the CNY possible with her.<br />never missed a cny at all...<br />I guess my family has yet to conquer the grief within ourselves.<br />Tears still flow.<br />Images of her dead still run thru my mind.<br />But wait.<br />ITS CNY.<br /><br />Lets dig out time for my ultimate 5 dai ZHIMO!!!!!<br /><br /><br />Gong xi fa CHAI!!<br />S8710183E reporting to chai shen nw!<br />Dun forget me k.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-7909390404443202477?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-25872075054706942662010-02-02T21:51:00.001+08:002010-02-02T21:54:17.225+08:00I hereby declare that the king has fried eggs n luncheon meat<br />Round of applause please.<br /><br />wahahaha<br /><br />He is now MJ-ing in shud be winning in order to buy food for me to eat =D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-2587207505470694266?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-63769427266935661872009-12-21T02:36:00.005+08:002009-12-21T03:22:27.409+08:00<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_XL9UZz-se8Q/Sy53vdSjj4I/AAAAAAAAAFI/j3d9outLMco/s1600-h/man1.jpg"></a><br /><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_XL9UZz-se8Q/Sy53vALVBoI/AAAAAAAAAFA/JPF1wkgMvHk/s1600-h/man7.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5417399051158357634" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_XL9UZz-se8Q/Sy53vALVBoI/AAAAAAAAAFA/JPF1wkgMvHk/s320/man7.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_XL9UZz-se8Q/Sy53u33T9aI/AAAAAAAAAE4/it7ZCnw7AOM/s1600-h/man3.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5417399048926918050" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_XL9UZz-se8Q/Sy53u33T9aI/AAAAAAAAAE4/it7ZCnw7AOM/s320/man3.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_XL9UZz-se8Q/Sy53TP65yFI/AAAAAAAAAEw/tnqrRSXSErs/s1600-h/man5.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5417398574348093522" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_XL9UZz-se8Q/Sy53TP65yFI/AAAAAAAAAEw/tnqrRSXSErs/s320/man5.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_XL9UZz-se8Q/Sy53S_HVW1I/AAAAAAAAAEo/YBAeUA6aTTE/s1600-h/man9.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5417398569836829522" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_XL9UZz-se8Q/Sy53S_HVW1I/AAAAAAAAAEo/YBAeUA6aTTE/s320/man9.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_XL9UZz-se8Q/Sy53Ss-fJPI/AAAAAAAAAEg/Wp6S_kf8q3E/s1600-h/man4.jpg"></a><div><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></div><div>so my little king is snoring now while i blogggg my monotonous life here....</div><div> </div><div>so life has been filled with non other than the 4 alphabet W-O-R-K.</div><div> </div><div>Finally its O-F-F-D-A-Y</div><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div>Went into JB bout like once a week with pong n king. </div><div> </div><div>Met up with ONO,ENNING,YUNXIANG for dinner at lavander area...</div><div> </div><div>Nice food i should say... Never been there to eat eh .. </div><div> </div><div>Didnt realise so many nice makan areas at wee hours till the kings brings me there. </div><div><br /> </div><div>Now we're in a midst of headache thinking bout where to go on the 25th. </div><div> </div><div>Everywhere will be SOOOO crowded... </div><div> </div><div>Best is king learn to cook la... den go home cooked food prepared by king... wahhaa</div><div> </div><div>NA LI KER NENG!</div><div> </div><div>Apparantly that king never fried an egg...</div><div> </div><div>Thats why he is LITTLE KING = 小皇帝</div><div> </div><div>Cough cough here... cough cough there... whole family will panick scared our little king sick.</div><div> </div><div>Cannot eat this cannot eat tat... loads of water n medcine reminders.</div><div> </div><div>Kings parents looking for hse near to habourfront for him. </div><div> </div><div>Sooo sweet the parents... </div><div><br /> </div><div>Haven have a proper meet u with bao n the rest since im back except the steamboat my mother prepared the other time. </div><div> </div><div>Kinda disappointing actually. </div><div> </div><div>Firstly, i recieve no calls at all frm friends back in sg thru out my 3 month stay in Manila.</div><div> </div><div>Next, after i've come back, didnt really meet up with friends. </div><div> </div><div>I guess everyone gt their lives to live. </div><div> </div><div>Drinking use to be such a simple thing to organise. </div><div> </div><div>Now its like SO HARD. </div><div> </div><div>I guess Phlippines is still the best place to drink.</div><div> </div><div>Grab a beer at 50cents SGD.</div><div> </div><div>Grab Whiskey at 1.50 SGD.</div><div> </div><div>Kicking that ciggs badly. </div><div> </div><div>I hope i can do it. </div><div> </div><div>I will do it. </div><div> </div><div>For nothing else but YOU.</div><div> </div><div> </div><div>Rumors of pay rise... </div><div> </div><div>Please please make it a FACT </div><div> </div><div>Dont let it remain as rumor for too long PLEASEEEE.</div><div> </div><div>Bonus pls fly to my back acc.</div><div> </div><div>I wanna SAVE loads and loads. </div><div> </div><div>So i can see the world with king.</div><div> </div><div> </div><div>Ah ma 100th day on the 23rd.</div><div> </div><div>So fast 3 months has passed.</div><div> </div><div>I still miss her like she still wakes me up for work.</div><div> </div><div>Perpare a glass of warm crysenthymun for me yesterday. </div><div> </div><div>How am i suppose to get over her. </div><div> </div><div>I dont know if its a blessing i didnt see her final stage or not.</div><div> </div><div>I guess i'll be worst off if i did. </div><div><br /> </div><div>Sigh... </div><div> </div><div>Anyway i dreamt of her the other day.</div><div> </div><div>She looks good. </div><div> </div><div>She told me she is doing well... </div><div> </div><div>Got a nice warm hug frm her. </div><div> </div><div>Baby says i gotta let her go. </div><div> </div><div>Becuz she old liao she tired liao.</div><div> </div><div>cannot always take care of me.</div><div> </div><div>Now its his turn to do the job. </div><div><br />So sweet of him. </div><div><br /><br />Went to pong's place last week. </div><div> </div><div>IMPRESSIVE is the word. </div><div> </div><div>his hse very nice.. </div><div><br />so motivated to get a hse of my own after the visit. </div><div><br />but ultimatly what tat makes all this happen is M-O-N-E-Y</div><div><br />and im far frm being R-I-C-H</div><div><br />Simple thing like a HONDA FIT now i also must jus DREAM ON. </div><div><br />Let say a HOME.</div><div><br />Think too much liao. </div><div><br />Shifting to SENTOSA to work after this christmas.</div><div> </div><div>Dunno how life will change for both of us. </div><div> </div><div>Tentatively got plans to stay terlok blangah if the King also agree. </div><div> </div><div>Anyway i kinda no friends le so not much diff also as long as king is with me. </div><div> </div><div>Things like not so simple. </div><div> </div><div>We shall see.</div><div> </div></div><div></div><div>Baby, i miss u <div><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></div><div></div><div><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></div><div></div></div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-6376942726693566187?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-70908388791339188782009-12-12T15:14:00.002+08:002009-12-12T16:31:56.182+08:00Woke up with a freaking bad dream.<br />I believe the dream will never come true.<br />I dunno how to react if it does anyway.<br />Just the thought of it send chill spells into my heart.<br />But like wat my baby say .. tats never never gonna happen =D<br /><br />another thiing tat welcome me to this emo saturday is my father's miss call n cousins text message.<br />apparantly, my father's wife kicked my grandma, took n knife n wanted to kill her.<br />Due to the never ending loansharks harressment.<br />Now my grandma is being chased out n no where to go.<br />How sad. Husband is gone. now whole family is against her.<br />But ever wonder why, i believe chances were given yet she didnt learn her lessons.<br />Perhaps she will, only the day where she look back thru her days alive.<br />So i gave a call back to my father thinking that he is going to share something serious,<br />Instead, what i got was crappy. Saying if i could sign him into the casino.<br />What the hell... practical bitches.<br /><br />Now my dear friend PAM is like fliming a drama n<br />im headibng out baby is coming over to fetch me!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-7090838879133918878?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-42425701680782434342009-11-30T01:10:00.002+08:002009-11-30T01:21:51.558+08:00Mahjonged after work yesterday...<br />Managed to game a 5 double *phew*<br />But we still lost a little... =/<br />I will learn how to play better k..<br /><br />Slept for few hours den headed to cckcc for breakfast n bball with baby...<br />Nothing beats waking up to see my precious blurry blurry look..<br />Anyway, balled home bathe lunch at 302 den worked.<br /><br />Was rushing back as my legs were aching,<br />People go bukit timah eat nice nice chicken rice...<br />Tot my baby was already lying down at home...<br />In the end while i was rushing outta the train station...<br />Saw that handsome standing there just to accompany me have a meal .. hee =D<br />touched.<br /><br />Silly boy sleep wake up both sides of the neck aching...<br />dunno wat he do while sleeping..<br />must be dream of being in some games with jordan n lebron le ba..<br />hope tomorrow he wake up jie everything is fine... i hope my hands did help a bit at least?<br /><br />Dead tired...<br />Go sleep le.. tml lunch by shijie mummy~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-4242570168078243434?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-45139567110835209822009-11-26T15:45:00.002+08:002009-11-26T16:51:09.829+08:00So here i am.. stuck at home..<br />Dunno who to call to have lunch with ...<br />Sigh..<br /><br /><br />So hungry now...<br /><br />So many people asking me... who is he ..<br />Updated meimiao on that...<br /><br />survive on 2 piece of bread n one biscuit...<br />super hungry !<br /><br />So 3 days of work has passed...<br />1 week since i touch down ...<br /><br />First night we headed to chomp chomp, settle fried oyster, charkuayteow, stingray accompanied by a sexy soya bean drink.<br />Afterwhich, we proceeded to prawning at bishan... the standard is still there, we manage to catch quite afew...<br />HOMED.<br />Next day = sick day.<br />He had a bad food poisoning, vomit lao vomit lao non stop.<br />Already so skinny already lao some more dunno left with what.<br />Had a rather high fever as well..<br />Went up to his place to help with CRA den see him wriggle like worm like tat poor thing sia.<br />That day i was having diahorrea n fever as well... didnt eat for the whole day.<br />Till gombak for teochew porridge with sj n his parents.<br /><br />Steamboat with bao kent &amp; partners fei pam and not forgetting shijie.<br />Mahjong afterwhich...<br />The swayness spread from manila back home.<br /><br />So... we started work....<br />Day 1 disappointment, the whole batch was divided into 2 grp...<br />HENG HENG we in different group... how nice =(<br />shifts and off days different... sad case le<br />Headed to chong pang nasi lemak with baby driving...<br />The food is SEXXXXYYY... and he dun believe i've never been there =.-'<br />Feel so nice....<br /><br />Next day afternoon first time have the change to taste shijie mother's cooking...<br />i think the fact that i dun take vege make them have extra extra attention to whether i have enough meat =/<br />Stress but nice experience ba.<br />Headed to work and home to 302.<br />He passed her the stuff...<br />Yea...<br />She happy can liao..<br /><br />Ytd had lunch at cck headed to work...<br />Headed back and this time to yishun for dinner...<br />the wanton noodle is seexxaayyy also...<br />Love the feeling of sitting beside him looking at him drive...<br />Shuai dai le..<br />hahaha..<br />i believe his way of pampering me is bringing me out to eat ba... haha<br />how to jian fei like tat mr yong!<br /><br />Now im here rotting missing him...<br />faster 11pm pls!<br />Perhaps heading to bpcc for bball later!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-4513956711083520982?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-12288731737776040922009-11-25T23:17:00.000+08:002009-11-25T23:18:45.404+08:00<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-1228873173777604092?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-22322786212077105672009-11-15T20:13:00.001+08:002009-11-15T20:15:16.818+08:00<span style="font-size:130%;">Being overwhlemed by </span><span style="font-size:180%;color:#006600;">JEALOUSY</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#000000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">HATE IT</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-2232278621207710567?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-29343651673489327832009-11-14T21:36:00.001+08:002009-11-14T22:06:28.237+08:00Here i am blogging again finally.<br />With a blink of an eye.<br />3 months is almost gone.<br />Gone is my grandma as well...<br />Still remember how vividly she agreed to wait for me home... <br />Anyway ... been heading out to shop for stuff this few days with my precious.<br />So many things all like so **slurps**<br />those watches those bags and everything else here...<br />wa seh... 1 laugguage how to squeeze in sia!!!!<br />LV PRADA GUCCI are like our pasar malam stuffs.<br />RADO ROLEX CHANEL watches are like our $10 dollars watches in bugis.<br />So many things i feel that is nice...<br />So many things i feel i dun have to get.<br />Just take for example... all the watches soooo sexxaayyy.... one hand how to wear all ner?<br />sigh...<br /><br />Now....<br /><br />Tomorrow heading to some water park thing with the whole batch....<br />like our old time fantasy island...<br />hope its good..<br />anyway i realise something bout phlippines...<br />however lok kork the place may be... there will be a ball court...<br />Today was sort of our "POP" from training centre...<br />Took loads of group photo... <br />Some how missed the chance of taking a nice pic in uniform with precious.<br />=S<br /><br />my silly boy yong shi jie falling asleep while he singing le... like godly <br />go home now go home now...<br />byebye<br />see u guys back on nov 19 6 pm n after k! <br />TAKE CARRREEE<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-2934365167348932783?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-9596786589302070732009-11-02T04:07:00.003+08:002009-11-02T19:28:23.350+08:00Good morning all....<br /><br /><br /><br />Been off from friday till tues<br /><br />All thanks to another typhoon which hit us directly this time.<br /><br />Finally my dear phlippines allow me to get a feel of what a typhoon is like.<br /><br />The wind like a shoik!<br /><br />Been mahjonging the off days away...<br /><br />The cards all dunno each other suddenly ...<br /><br />Dunno what happen lo.<br />Even shijie is so puzzled but our mahjong status.<br />=.-''<br /><br /><br /><br />Anyway its just 18 days to home....<br /><br />Dunno how life is like staying back in singapore eh.<br /><br />I miss my friends back in singapore.<br /><br />But i dunno how would life be like as well...<br /><br />For work, for play, and everything.<br /><br />I believe things would be different.<br /><br />I hope there is time for both of us to eat to talk to spend time together.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />started on 8 hrs shift.<br /><br />Dealt bacarat for 2 days.<br /><br />No more stage fright for dealing anymore.<br /><br />No more shaking for first few games.<br /><br />I haven been balling at all eh.<br /><br />growing fatter n fatter day by day all thanks to this person whom never never forgets my meals.<br /><br />Today is ah ma 49 days of passing.<br /><br />So fast.<br /><br />Yet i still wish wish wish that she will be smiling at me again.<br />Since the day i was born, i never had to bring keys out.<br />Because she'll be there to welcome me home everyday.<br />This is the first time im gonna go home after such a long trip to not feel her.<br /><br />Recieve a call this afternoon from home.<br />Phone was passed from elderst aunt to second aunt to 4th aunt to my mother.<br />Dun really know what to say actually.....<br />Just telling me that ah ma is home.<br />I was thinking why she has to shift out in the first place.<br /><br />sigh....<br /><br />HOME ON THE NOV 19 6 pm touch down in changi airport.<br /><br /><br />ps: 10/10 always<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-959678658930207073?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-25870141275315615112009-10-17T20:26:00.002+08:002009-10-17T20:54:20.774+08:00i wont let u go thru all these alone.<br />trust me.<br />its hard its dark in there i know.<br />so full of uncertainties.<br />but i'll be there holding ur hands.<br />when u r tired, i'll slow down take a rest with u.<br />when u wanna keep moving on, i will walk this road with u.<br />always<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-2587014127531561511?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-37853429471388469782009-10-14T21:04:00.002+08:002009-10-14T21:11:20.599+08:00On shift now from 11pm - 7 am daily for this week.<br />the timing super shag.<br /><br />Where as his shift is from 3pm- 11 pm.<br />so every morning im back, i would see him opening the door with a super blur look.<br />bathe n sleep .<br />pull myself up at 1130 am ..<br />decide on lunch wait for him to prepare to go work ...<br />den afterwhich i'll take care of camiguin 203.<br />SLEEEPPP...<br /><br />Both of us has been having bad throat n coughing.<br />Been going to pharmacy to get his lozenges n cough syrup.<br />But its likt not really effective yet eh ...<br />tian gong por pi he fast fast recover.<br />So will be in top form to take care of me ma.<br />wahahahha<br /><br />I wanna go sing k!.<br />Yesterday people go enjoy sing n makan.<br />all say so good so good.<br />one more week of different shift ..<br />and things will be back to norm.<br /><br />take care guys!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-3785342947138846978?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-18047343832084502002009-10-10T02:47:00.003+08:002009-10-10T02:54:46.756+08:00life has been good.<br />never better actually.<br />was discussing how life would be if we were back in sg.<br />how to arrange if shifts were different.<br /><br />he has been coughing.<br />but not recovering.<br />cant really stop his mouth. but the selection of food here also rather limited.<br />helpless.<br />he is rather troubled with work also.<br />cant help either.<br />jia you ba .<br /><br />hope life will be good.<br />even back in sg. in years to come.<br /><br />get well real real soon k .<br />?<br /><br />everything is fine already.<br />no typhoon.<br />safe in sound.<br /><br />started on casino exposure.<br />dealt blackjack n carribean stud poker.<br />tai sai n mini bacarrat on the way.<br />but i really am not happy with the way im performing.<br />i guess...<br />i will jus be a croupier for life.<br />i just make mistakes not becus i dunno my stuff but jus because i make mistake.<br />my bad.<br />no comments.<br /><br /><br />good night all<br /><br />i hope everyone back home is fine.<br />ah yi eat n home is managed well...<br />dunno how my uncle is coping life without grandma also.<br /><br />i still miss her so so much.<br />haven really register her as gone.<br />jus 2 days back jus realised i will never get to eat the lor ba she always does for me.<br />no one will beat her ..<br /><br />take care all...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-1804734383208450200?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-72993604913703685362009-10-03T17:01:00.000+08:002009-10-03T18:54:10.316+08:00The week passed and I'm back in bonifacio heights.<br />But this time instead of spending most of the time in a413 I'm at c203<br />Sort of "married" over as wat wangying jie jie and dearest metal teeth say.<br />Where as my crispy prata pattern chew jian "lu zui" wahaha<br />Friday lesson was shorten to 2 hrs due to the news of a super typhoon arrival.<br />Rush to grab last min ration n felt like tml is so uncertain.<br />Everyone all rushing to stock up food n batteries n torches.<br />Rush home n got a confinement for this weekend.<br />Am suppose to report everyfew hrs.<br />Mahjong today.mahjong yesterday. <br />But the long awaiting super typhoon din let us catch a glimpse of her.<br />Instead it jus bring some rain n wind.<br /><br />So people back there in sg.<br />We are safe.<br /><br />I kinda like the life here.<br />So simple. So well taken care of.<br />Used to ur special attention.<br />Used to ur constant presence.<br />Been so long since I last savior this kinda xinfu.<br />Love.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-7299360491370368536?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-61552124849802391782009-09-27T23:47:00.000+08:002009-09-28T00:20:25.354+08:00Current location is in hotel renaisse .<br />All thanks to the monsoon .<br />My basement carpark is non existent nw as it is totally submerge in longkang water<br />First time in life I witness a flood tat I find it threatens to step out of the hse<br />The walkway I use to walk every day seems like a riverrafting spot.<br />Lights n power went out block by block.<br />Later in the night even the water supply went out.<br />Packed my bags brought my mattress(sampan) and bloster(padle) and headed to shi jie place.<br />Power is back up on his side but my block seemed like ghost town.<br />Made my way to the other end of the condo jus to get precious water to bathe.<br />Afraid that water may run out anytime, I didn't dare to have my hair washed.<br />So after our cra briefing, we headed straight out to check into a hotel.<br />Receive news tml will be another off day. Wahaha<br />Long weekend.vacation mood.experience of a lifetime.<br />I'm dead hungry now..<br />Save me pls?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-6155212484980239178?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-6164012445805202742009-09-26T09:13:00.000+08:002009-09-26T09:25:01.022+08:00As the rain is pouring down<br />I sit here alone <br />Thinking about u thinking about us.<br />Wondering if I'm up for it.<br />Afraid to bring u more unhappiness rather than happy memories.<br />Time is needed here I agree now.<br />To gain better understanding.<br />To be certain we will pull things thru.<br />Being who we r, I believe u will agree things won't be so simple n easy.<br />Let us learn to be each other's best .each other's last.<br />Love.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-616401244580520274?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-71765906485262007432009-09-21T17:13:00.003+08:002009-09-21T17:52:18.349+08:00So here i am. <div>Welcomed back by shi jie marie jian feng.</div><div>Nice to have people awaiting ur return.</div><div><br /></div><div>Really happy to be back here... </div><div>First stop. HUP CHAN for lunch.</div><div>Food aint that irresistible anymore.</div><div>No appetite eh.</div><div><br /></div><div>Yesterday had a good outting.</div><div>Simple yet nice chilling time.</div><div>Friends. are always better i should say.</div><div>Friends never break up .</div><div>Good and happy that bao is gonna savour the sweetness of a relationship.</div><div>A real relationship.</div><div>JIA YOU k.</div><div><br /></div><div>So back in singapore .. cabbed to cck.</div><div>PAM n JIE CHOW was there le.. </div><div>welcomed by a warm warm hug from pam thanks girl. altough i didnt seem different after that hug</div><div>BUt it did matter.</div><div>Felt disorientated.</div><div>Felt left behind by grandma.</div><div>Felt resistant to accept the fact.</div><div>When i was there kneeling down holding my first ever pair of joss sticks for her.</div><div>I wish i never had to. so soon. </div><div>I kneel down pleading for forgiveness.</div><div>For leaving her behind.</div><div>Asking her gotta go enjoy life with ah gong.</div><div>dun worry about us here.</div><div>We have all grown up.</div><div>We will be find with u looking upon us im sure.</div><div>Deep down there is still this tot wo zhen de ser bu de ni zou.</div><div>Next came BAO PING BER. KENT . ADELINE</div><div>Quite a no. of people turn up in the first night.</div><div>my father, tian zuo , wei ming . jacob . jialing . ken . shaohua . qi hui . shihui . yihong . arron . shijie parents. </div><div><br /></div><div>Now im trying so hard to recall.</div><div>But i cant really recall who in particular came in wat day eh .</div><div>let me jus list them down not in order.</div><div>FRED.REBB.JY.WILSON.RAY.MEIMIAO.YANMAY.RENQIN.ALVIN.JOHNSON.TIANBAO.</div><div>ROY.AH YONG.AH LONG. GUGU.COUSIN JOLINE.UNCLE PATRICK.BENEDICT.JUNHAO.JUNHAO. JUNHAO PARENTS.SHEN SHEN. SHEN SHEN PARENTS.MEIMEI.ADELINE.ZHEN LI. </div><div><br /></div><div>if i did miss out on anyone im sorry.</div><div>But i genuinely appreciate the time u guys took out.</div><div>For me for ah ma.</div><div><br /></div><div>Tired.</div><div>Remember i was so into the cash collecting 8 months ago for my grandfather's passing.</div><div>But this time i aint functioning at all.</div><div>I was smiling joking but that was all tat i can do .</div><div>Tired.</div><div>Tired of talking .</div><div><br /></div><div>Now all i can do is focus.</div><div>On work.</div><div><br /></div><div>Looked at the pics taken for me before ah ma's coffin was sealed.</div><div>sad.</div><div>Some how her mouth was wide open.</div><div>like screaming in silence. </div><div>no comments.</div><div>Jus be good. go enjoy life with ah gong.</div><div>Im sorry now we are putting u at the temple. due to work commitments.</div><div>I hope u know who is really thinking for u .</div><div>who really has that filial piety for u .</div><div><br /></div><div>i miss u </div><div>i jus need a conversation with u .</div><div>i need a hug from u</div><div>i need to feel u.</div><div>one last time.</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-7176590648526200743?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-85527745671369404962009-09-16T10:32:00.002+08:002009-09-16T10:43:10.726+08:00was at market market when i recieve a call.<div>From their voices without the need of breaking the news ... i know wat has happened.</div><div>ah ma left...</div><div>at tat moment. i jus stood motionless tears flowing in the middle of a mall.</div><div>got hold of myself in jus few mins. </div><div>shi jie accompany back to our place first while marie n jian feng continued their shopping.</div><div>all that was in my mind was. i wanna get back to singapore. </div><div>made afew calls for the arrangements.</div><div>marie was telling me.. debb.. cry out if u feel like it. </div><div>i feel like. but i ran out of tears. </div><div>i stood in the shower.. asking her.. why didnt u wait for me. </div><div>Why u accompany me thru my life.. why i could accompany u thru ur insecure n painful moment.</div><div>BUT not ur last moment.</div><div>Why u left me behind. </div><div>AH MA. i need u to gimme a hug. </div><div>please. </div><div>i beg of u . been drinking for a week now.</div><div>in order to sleep in order to smile. </div><div>but i m fine. </div><div>im okay. </div><div>flight at 1445 manila to sin. </div><div>flight back to phlippines on 21st 1050 am.</div><div>see u guys.</div><div>WAKE</div><div><br /></div><div>held at </div><div>Block 464 choa chu kang ave 4</div><div>Sat Chu bing.</div><div>PLease do come down.. </div><div>drop me a text before u guys drop by</div><div>92477305/81255999</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-8552774567136940496?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-88581638298761259012009-09-07T15:53:00.000+08:002009-09-07T15:55:49.119+08:00I got this feeling I will learn to hate u again.<br /><br />I got this feeling history will repeat itself again.<br /><br />Dun u agree.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-8858163829876125901?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-89911532579316702742009-08-31T10:20:00.000+08:002009-08-31T10:44:46.717+08:00So...<br />I hope u guys out there are still looking out for this space <br />And wondering if I'm fine wondering if I'm coping well here...<br /><br /><br />So here's some update.<br /><br />Touch down safely in manila..via a airplane so small but served a decent meal on board.<br />Next headed to mac to grab some food and excited to see how home is like.<br />Sadly, instead of being welcomed by those whom were on earlier flights, I opened a door with no one to say hi to.<br />Marie was out. The rest were sleeping.<br /><br />Never mind bout tat.<br /><br />Next day was shopping tour. <br />Felt more like a tourist than here for training.<br />So many things to buy..headed to a place like aircon chatuchat.<br />Shoikness.<br />Imagine air jordan or lebron shoes at 30sgd.haha its fake of course.<br />Went to a seaside place for dinner and here comes the alcohol.<br />San miguel beer are like 1 dollar per bottle.<br />Headed home and set up our make shift mahjong table.<br />Played a torturing pok n sleep.<br />Woke up at 0630 for a orientation with the training centre.<br />Headed out again to buy stuff and go sing!<br />Drink again.<br />Now... Next day was out to buy bloster..<br />Now sleeping is shoikness.<br />After balling together..<br />Was party time.<br />5 bottles of drinks.<br />Super she<br />But still manage to walk out head back without exhibiting our local trademark.<br />Merlin.<br />Sadly I drop my keys and cash.<br />Had the locksmith to come in.<br />Sad.not because of the cash or keys.<br />Just the feeling of losing something is sadness.<br />I guess today we will be going to theme park..<br />Hope its good.<br />But perhaps I will stay in my room and vegetate.<br /><br />Some useful fact here..<br />Sunrise is about 0530<br />Phlippinos seldom have vege on their menu.<br />Their fried chicken is always so salty it taste like har chiong kai ..<br />I miss all of u<br /><br />I'm worried for ah ma<br />Kinda dun dare to call back...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-8991153257931670274?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-7620073305737529352009-08-26T01:28:00.001+08:002009-08-26T01:29:38.022+08:00FRIEND...<br />U come n go..<br /><br />Sad but true.<br /><br />We are just friends.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />*thanks fred for the wonderful dinner!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-762007330573752935?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-83103470368437776742009-08-25T01:04:00.000+08:002009-08-25T01:14:41.002+08:00Today was day 1 of work. And its rather s long day.<br /><br />Had this company induction thingy. Mission vision safety issues.<br />Also confirmed roomies. Sad to say I'm like youngest and ther rest are like 10-20 yes my senior.<br /><br />Headed to bp plaza alone all thanks to ah bao.<br />Agreed to go lookout for lappy with me and tell me he wanna ball.<br />What a man of words he is.<br /><br /> Homed.<br />Ah ma got like choked on medication .<br />Had a short episode of breathing difficulties.<br />Good thing I managed to handle and clear things up.<br />I no longer dare bring up the topic of leaving to her.<br />Call me a coward. Its fine.<br /><br />Aunt is going a little haywire.<br />Shouting at the finest available opportunity.<br />Exhibiting her fantastic instant change of emotions.<br />Never have I ever felt so messed up really.<br /><br />Excitement.fear.lost.sadness.uncertainty.anxiety. All in me at once.<br />Dear god. Bring me home.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-8310347036843777674?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-49342910452753244702009-08-22T04:40:00.000+08:002009-08-22T04:52:15.492+08:00i suddenly miss my grandma whom use to nag at me.<br />my grandma whom take care of me when im back drunk. <br />my grandma whom ask if i won a bball match. <br />my grandma whom buy me my breakfast.<br />my grandma whom make me a cup of tea every morning before i go work.<br />my grandma whom ask me if i brought my ezlink card out.<br />my grandma whom ask me if i had brought my jacket along on rainy days.<br />my grandma whom closes my window when it rains at night.<br />my grandma whom comes to school when i call her telling her i missed out my worksheets.<br /><br />i miss her really. <br /><br />now, <br /><br />its an empty shell eating itself up from inside.<br /><br />close ur eyes. rest ur mind. ah gong will fetch u.<br /><br />bring u to a place. less pain. less worries. <br /><br />where u can finally rest n say.. ahh... wat a wonderful life i have.<br /><br />i will always remember u that tat soul whom unconditionally shower me with ur kind of love.<br /><br />When u would bring me to eat mac every weekend morning. we'll share a hot cake meal.<br /><br />Bring me swim. Always checking on me. <br /><br />Then, u were almost 70. Never did u complain tired. Never did u said i was a burden.<br /><br />I will remembr u always for showcasing ur shaolin trained skills. <br />Welcoming me home by hitting me with ur mob rods. When i sneak out to play when i was young.<br /><br />I am really sorry i choose to leave for work. <br /><br />My heart freeze when u stare so slient into me when i tell u im leaving next week.<br /><br />I wish to seek ur forgivness....will you?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-4934291045275324470?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-6215060527516084192009-08-18T01:43:00.000+08:002009-08-18T04:11:57.303+08:00Jus back from ball. Jus realized jinghang n ronglie actually reads my blog too.<br />Feels good eh<br />Tot this space is jus for me to read n sulk on my pathetic life<br />Indulge in self pity.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-621506052751608419?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-56277485796865643862009-08-17T16:43:00.001+08:002009-08-17T19:16:32.724+08:00HI all... i've got so much to rank about now.<br /><br />its been 2 weeks since she is home.<br />Her condition has been deotoriating at a amazing rate.<br />She is on morphine already<br />Now feeding her is quite a challendge.<br />She asleep instantaneously... even we call out to her.. she will be like semi concious.<br />barely swollowing.. chew a bit den sleep.<br />Pills now needs to be smash into powder form.<br />Cant sit up without aid.. even on the wheel chair she leans totally to a side...<br />Used to be we need to assist her stand up n walk few steps.<br />not we r like practiacally carrying her. no strenght to move or even help us a little at all.<br /><br />10 more days till i depart.<br />Frankly.. i cant wait to leave.<br />To run from this heavy shoulder full of accountability n responsibility.<br />Yet i m so so sure. she is not going to make it .<br />The day when i drag my laugguage out<br />As for bao..<br />I believe he'll be fine moreover he is getting his internet connection done up.<br />So no worries.<br />Perhaps 3 months later he is a papa bao already hahaha.<br /><br />FRIDAY<br />was at o bar.<br />benson. ken. was suppose to turn up but didnt in the end.due to some reasons or another.<br />BUt nonetheless... friday was great la.<br />HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAMELA N JOYCE<br />Both walk into the club but dragged out ..<br />heehee<br />First time see mr lee chin leong stay at o bar till lights on.<br />he also another seh ka.<br />STILL DARE CALL ME NEXT MORNING TELL ME I PANG SEH HIM YTD NIGHT.<br />i tried so hard asking him to move his ass out of the club.<br />he jus keep waving the rough fat hands to me. saying gimme awhile more. bu yao fan wo.<br />GIVE UP.<br />All i know is my head was super feather lite tat night too..<br />I dunno how but i did manage to end up at nana for awhile<br />den my head was too heavy n was tired jus walk out the club n flag a cab back.<br />HOMED to HUG my LOVER... DUSTBIN.<br />SAT<br />Woke up went for a course for caregivers<br />i learnt more on the mental part rather than the hard skills as in how to move her n all.<br />i realise no matter how much u say u r prepared for her departure<br />U will never be prepared<br />Jus treasure the time u have now becuz its special to u n u wont get it back anymore.<br />FRiends always tell me debbie gotta be prepare she is suffering here too.<br />BUt how simple can tat be?<br />Anyway after the course came home bao kent adeline pam came up for curry chicken by my mother n mahjonged.<br />SUNDAY<br />went in JB bought 2 pairs of shoes<br />HAPPY<br />n i tell u!<br />got mmore more more things to bu<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-5627748579686564386?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-10124128703467435782009-07-29T14:56:00.000+08:002009-07-29T15:00:14.460+08:00So yesterday despite the fall which happened one night before ah ma's discharge?<br />We persuaded n doc also agreed for her to be discharged once the scans n all r out.<br />Cause generally, we cant really do anything to help her already.<br />So she is back. but the shifts has to go on. <br />Just that is at a much comfortable place and i hope i can find time for bball or drink once in a month.<br /><br /><br />Today... <br />I guess bao is disappointed.<br />I think i will stick to sentosa.<br /><br />I feel so disconnected to the social world now. <br />Got to know bao was heading out for dinner. he knew i was home...<br />But no offers.<br />Wont know if i din ask either.<br />This is life ..<br />People come and go...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-1012412870346743578?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-90057978697243419082009-07-21T21:59:00.000+08:002009-07-21T22:26:32.274+08:00Been accompanying and nursing ah ma at sgh..being such a stubborn n strong willed lady.. She suffered a fall. The painful was enough to convince her to visit the hosp. Numerous test was done. All came back fine. No urine infection. No heart injuries lungs is fine. When we tot everything is jus gonna be fine. She did an ultrasound for her stomach .. When back for a rest wake up to realize scan result was no good. Tumor. Cancerous. From intestine area spread to liver n all. Now. Surgery is as good as killing her with the surgical blade chemo will make her suffer more and will nt cure ultimately. Jus prolong. Agony.. I'm nt being unfillial here. I jus dun think she deserve all this. Too much to take.. Please pray for less pain n inner peace for her friends. I'm so helpless n lost.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-9005797869724341908?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-5695135690473239982009-06-29T04:02:00.002+08:002009-06-29T04:23:33.128+08:00Been hoooommmeeedddd<br /><br /><br />Friday was a day full or just right timing...<br />First ... i was suppose to help bring grandma's urine sample to clinic @ ubi.<br />Optimun timing would be 11 am.<br />And guess what.<br />My grandma started waking me up since 8 am.<br />Like with the time i guess i can go KL liao la!<br />........<br />Ahh... whatever. i managed to sleep till bout 10 get outta house at 1030 reached at 1101hrs.<br />WeeUweeET~<br />Went over to catch BAO in his egg sending routine.<br />Was at great eastern building.<br />Was unloading eggs and our beloved FRED called.<br />DIM SUM at 1PM.<br />In ugly face ugly berms n ugly t-shirt .<br />We met up for DIM SUM at chinatown DA DONG.<br />Accompanied BAO for another 3 stops. Dropped me at central.<br />Walked to chinatown. Jus nice.<br />Those present were. fred.rebb.JY.Ray.<br />Guest starring CALVIN QUEK.<br />Our beloved bloodshot CI heehee...<br />rebbecca will remember how he stared into her eyes causing tears to form. right????<br />Anyway... BANANA PRAWN ROLL all the way ...<br />Was walking to train station .. while bao called at perfect timing again.<br />Saying he finished his eggs routine n is around the area.<br />Get a express egg lorry lift back home.<br />Bathed and headed out to purchase stuff for BBQ.<br />I swear this is my first time witnessing stuff a difficult fire starting process =/<br />Is it the charcoal? or is it the technique? or is it to many ideas in just one pit?<br />I guess is jus no RSS training n never pass backwoodsman ....<br />Anyway... loads of food little people in the end.<br />Fork out almost 300 .. getting bout 100 plus till now.<br />SIGH. lesson learnt . never to act smart n pay. collect money den buy.<br />I wonder whats with mr pig crazie stream of attitude.<br />First he was freaking pissed jus by not giving firm directions.<br />Den was the fire starting.<br />Den was the going home trip.<br />All these while he was fking pissed n showing it?<br />Chill la.. small issue onli.<br /><br /><br />Sat night. Cant believe it.<br />But rather heart warming.<br />Just slept whole afternoon till whole evening... wake up feeling hungry<br />Went to eat with aunt at xing wang @ yew tee.<br />Homed for 20th jing cu jiang.<br />LIU GUANG ZHONG GOOD SIA.<br />The super dupper geek face. cannot stand. wanna slap n pinch together.<br />SLEEP.<br /><br />Sunday morning wake up at 0630 go send eggs<br />Today we sent a total of 30000 over eggs.<br />REALLY TIRED!<br />my Thumb got slammed by the stupid trolley.<br />its high daoooOOO~~~<br />now press remote also painful.<br />After eggs was home bathe n SLEEP ....<br />Another thing accomplished is also that i finally got back my psp from MR NG.<br />I can actually go surf net with it now la! sexxaayyy<br />Its making me think if i really wanna sell it now.<br />Altough i need the money, i think it will worth even more in time to come.<br />Plus its really something that i cant get off the self next time le.<br />Im waiting for the repeat of bai wan da ge xin now .. 5 am =.-<br />Been waiting since 12 am.<br /><br />GRANDMA<br /><br />When we always ask if she wanna go hospital to get things checked n all.<br />She always stands firm on n NO!<br />But today. She offered to go hospital =/<br />Not a good sign at all.<br />She complain of pain at lower abs.<br />Must be the urinal infection la.<br />Perhaps tomorrow gotta check her in.<br />Hope can check her out soon.<br />Dun wan a one way tix.<br />Witness one dead in hospital enough le.<br />ENOUGH!.<br /><br />This is my life.<br />its jus full of words.<br />no picture. becuz i dun think my life is colourful nor pretty now.<br />TI GONG POR PI DA JIA PING PING AN AN!<br />AMEN!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-569513569047323998?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-16217482028798588922009-06-24T00:01:00.002+08:002009-06-24T00:09:36.764+08:00Ah ma not been very well.<br /><br />Very very good excuse for me to stop working.<br /><br />She barely eats. Any small matter will stimulate her to puke.<br /><br />looking at her this way sucks totally.<br /><br />This time even my mother says its anything soon.<br /><br />Told grandma frankly tat while im away in phlipines better dun have any 3 long 2 short.<br /><br />She told me ... aiya.. will wait for you to come back.<br />Assuring but saddening. becuz she knoes time is ticking away. and also shows tat she wans me to be present.<br /><br />sigh...<br /><br />i need some one to just accompany me ...<br />jus need a assuring soul to share joy n pain with.<br />need some one to account for<br />Companionship.<br />its almost immpossible for me to attain tat.<br />KARMA!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-1621748202879858892?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-12916149731743645382009-06-16T23:42:00.002+08:002009-06-17T00:25:33.912+08:001. Work<br /> 1.1 Work place Survival<br /> First, i would like to announce that my boss is actually asked to leave the company already.<br /> This tradegy happened on a faithful Friday 12 jun 09. As usual i headed to office at 9 am.<br /> Instead of being greeted by my boss's "Good Morning" i was greeted by a cold n intense<br /> situation. Boss aka K = my direct superior = Senior HR exe in charge of training dept.<br /> I joined the company as a HR admin temp. Doing data entry, scanning records blah blah<br /> 1 month later came this girl aka V = HR asst = work under my boss<br /> Boss had hard time working with her, always finding difficulties to communicate in a nice<br /> manner. She tends to push blame to anyone n everyone except herself. The way she speak<br /> is defiant, not becuz she is itterally rude but rude in the hypocritical way. Anyway, they<br /> build up tension between themselves as time goes by.<br /> 1 month after our beloved V joined the company, a new HR manager aka N = my boss's<br /> boss. Everything was going fine. Till a day we realised V was having private meeting with<br /> N. Next thing we know was that they were regular lunch buddies already.<br /> So our beloved V becomes more defiant not addrressing K in emails. Giving stuck up face.<br /> Main incident came this morning my boss was called into N office. Doors closed. Screamed!<br /> Blamed for bullying V blamed for causing trouble. Blamed for everything. Her access to HR<br /> shared folder was removed till read only. while 2 other subordinates has full access. What is<br /> that suppose to mean man. First, N did not clarify the issue with K herself. Only listening to<br /> biased opinion. During the screaming session no chance was given to K to defend herself.<br /> N told K tat frm then onwards V n another girl shud report to N directly. K is to go on leave<br /> till further notice. Before lunch, K moved a file to the company harddisk. i believe V found<br /> out, report to N. N gt so uptight, came shouting at K demand her PC to be locked then.<br /> Gave no dignity n respect at all. To conclude, office has loads of asscheeks thinking bitches.<br /> Now they are bitching about me becuz i am in good terms with K. They believe that i would<br /> act in K instruction to destroy documents and cant be trusted. I believe i will be get rid of<br /> soon. Anyway staying there will onli make my life more miserable looking at asscheeksbitch<br /> <br /> 1.2 Casino<br /> I've signed the contract with Resort World @ Sentosa. Will be starting on the 24 Aug.<br /> Leaving SG on 26 Aug for Philipines for training. Will be back in SG on 18 Nov. I hope i<br /> have no regrets. Only issue is ah bao. Hope he gets a offer as well. Den no issue le. But<br /> just wish him bright n successful future ba. Went for MBS letter of intent session today.<br /> Rather useless i should say. Pay package not review. Training allowence $1000. Being away<br /> from home 3 months, my greatest fear is grandma passing away while im not around. That<br /> is the last thing i want to happen. Everyone out there take good care okay? i will miss each<br /> and everyone of u loads. In conjunction with the overseas trip, i chionged to PC show last<br /> sunday. first intention was itouch. to be able to go online with its small device. Anyway was<br /> there and itouch no wifi = useless, next on list iphone friend says sucks, expensive.<br /> Friend suggested blackberry, aunt agreed. We went up n check it out. Got a BB storm!<br /> Keep in touch guys. Feel free to make my day better while im away by dropping emails k.<br /> <a href="mailto:05.debbie@gmail.com">05.debbie@gmail.com</a> love you guys.<br /><br />2 Life<br /> live has been rather normal. Meeting Bao on n off to smoke n chat. Movies, balled, drink.<br /> Drank at this pub at some industrial area at batok, amazingly that kinda ulu sami place got<br /> ppl. Quite a good place for us. first its near, next is affordable lastly the crowd aint that bad too<br /> I've upgraded into auntie. Able to drink at coffeeshop. what a life.<br /> Should be heading to o bar this friday for stevens bday. He'll be drunk i confirm. its been a<br /> month since my last entry. Gotta go there squeeze n sweat again.<br /><br />To sum up, im kinda stress up with major career crossroads ahead. Lack of vitamin M.<br /><br />Good night. God bless people around me. People i care.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-1291614973174364538?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-3282160833722867022009-06-07T00:29:00.002+08:002009-06-07T00:30:53.238+08:00how nice.<br />jus recieve a msg frm haixin asking me to get peiye to send me to macpherson<br />cuz jurong girls decide to cab down tml instead.<br />msg peiye.<br />she told me she not riding.<br />bf gonna send her there.<br />how sweet.<br /><br />mainpoint. fuck!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-328216083372286702?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-88844997160716384982009-06-06T23:57:00.002+08:002009-06-07T00:23:04.853+08:00finally im blogging again.<br />this post is gonna be so so filled with words n more words i promise<br /><br />Weeks pass like how weeks pass like usual.<br /><br />Hantu trip was great.<br />Feels good to be back there.<br />And as usual only i gets owned by those mosquitoes ...<br />Really dun understand why. tried all brands of insect repellent even<br /><br />THE SAF SO CALLED SUPER EFFECIENT INSECT REPELLENT<br /><br />conclusion = useless on me!<br /><br />tues - help bao do resume followed by accompany him to amk to take his bike exhuast.<br />wed - watched alien vs monster dang funny. esp how the president tried to break the aliens security system with techno!<br />thurs - balled at batok new shelter even before i took a ball to make a shot i injured my thumb. dun ask me hw it happened suayed!<br />fri - go jurong west colour court for bball jus for ah ber nice playin with steven n guys follow by ah pek n aunties drinking at coffee shop with bao n his cousin. homed sleep.<br />sat - wake up to teach ah bao his casino course stuff. realise alot of theory n calculation actually flew back to the sch instructor liao. had lunch at jacks place. weeuwee the baked potatoe is jus slurps. bao got so restless. we decide to head for bball at new shelter. full court ... sua to another court played half court nice!<br />tml... gonna be at je mrt at 7 30 am =(<br />heading to macpherson for 3 on 3 ..<br />will be with long lost teammates. win lose doesnt matter most impt is we happy can liao =D<br />after 3 on 3 gotta head back to jss for friendly. i dun even know who i playing against eh .<br />jus play only la! gotta tape my thumb till like there's not tomorrow!<br /><br />Monday gotta go marina sands interview.<br />Was sourcing out info frm fellow friends how the interview is like.<br />apparantly i feel that marina is rather disorganized n not prepared for their opening at all.<br />sentosa actually got their plans n every details in hand already.<br />able to tell u where training held, how long is it, how is the pay package like and is also offering contract for people out there liao.<br />on the other hand, our beloved marina cant answer question like where exactly training is gonna be held. dunno if we get paid during training,<br />needs 1 - 2 months before they call up people for second interview, not established remunition package = wtf!<br />main point is suposely marina is gonna be opening first =.-'<br />What ever i jus hopes bao gets to go sentosa interview n get offered. we'll all go philipines n training n enjoy n work together.<br /><br />Now before i end this entry, its the season for emo again!<br />debbie is useless<br />debbie is tried<br />debbie is ugly<br />debbie is fat<br />debbie is nobodies child<br />debbie is empty<br />debbie is in nobodies heart<br />debbie is having scarie dreams and loads of it literally<br />debbie is wastin singapore precious resources<br /> gd night guys<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Anyway its the emo season once again.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-8884499716071638498?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-13563749758845647962009-05-29T01:47:00.003+08:002009-05-29T02:00:08.623+08:00yea. tml morning i'll be heading to west coast pier.<br />go to a place so farmilar.<br />so many memories.<br />times i went there against strong currents.<br />paddling that kayak.<br />almost giving up.<br />u spur me on. u guided me.<br />times where i jus go on a ferry a relaxing trip.<br />a retreat. to be there to reminise about the past.<br />to wish to turn back time.<br />remember once i got a super bad headache.<br />and u were there.<br />u did all u could think of to make me feel better.<br />thank you.<br /><br />anyway i jus got back frm a trip.<br />an experience learnt.<br />dun go unless u think the trip will turn out good.<br />most importantly i cant imagined i ate 3d2n worth of fast food.<br />all thanks to my beloved bao's gf.<br />whom likes fast food alot.<br />=.-'<br />never gonna go overseas with her anymore.<br />i dunno how to survive each meal with her.<br />wanna eat wat. always say anything.<br />in the end ... either give one face if not is dun eat.<br />hais. watever...<br />treat as i unlucky lor.<br />hope bao n her faster get married.<br /><br />but ggxl + becca can we go p. hantu when mel is back next time?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-1356374975884564796?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-58350076178168334232009-05-15T13:30:00.000+08:002009-05-15T13:32:11.274+08:00I DID NOT CHANGE.<br />I JUST GOT WORK COMMITMENTS CAUSING ME NOT TO STAY UP LATE.<br />PERHAPS IM WEAKER.<br />I GET TIRED EASILY.<br />I WANNA SPEND LESS.<br />BECUZ OF MY UPCOMING TRIP.<br />BECUZ I DUN WANNA BE PENNILESS LIKE LAST MONTH END<br />I FELT LIKE A BEGGAR.<br /><br />I DUN WAN THAT.<br /><br />I DUN HAVE GOLDEN LEGS.<br /><br />I AM STILL WHO I AM.<br /><br />JUS TIRED.<br /><br />U UNDERSTAND?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-5835007617816833423?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-9811325157206251152009-04-29T09:39:00.002+08:002009-04-29T09:44:42.269+08:00"there are worries in ur head. bt at the same time u are tired. physically and mentally. crap. wen u ned to. laugh wen u wan to. u are funny and a great joker. bt wen its meant to be serious, u never fail to get it done. u expect alot frm urself. bt wen u give in ur best u feel like its not enuff. loev to be ard ppl all the tyme. dun wish to be alone. "<br /><br />this is how some one thinks of me.<br />yet this person has onli actually seen me or interact with me less than 5 times.<br />so amazing.<br />to possibly come out with such deduction.<br />Yet accurate to a certain level.<br />Kinda appreciates there is people out there whom i left an impression on.<br /><br />Haven been going to cckcc or ytcc for at least a month now.<br />Dun know what is happening to lifes of people there.<br />Shi jie , ah kent , enning<br />Hope they are still doing good ba.<br /><br />Just met up bao n pig for movie last evening<br />The show 17 again is so good!.<br />if i have the chance. i wanna go back to 17 again..<br />really.<br />i would appreciate tat relationship i had then.<br />im certain.<br />Im deprive of mahjong.<br />Been a month since i played.<br />anyone?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-981132515720625115?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-50818670397391761192009-04-16T10:27:00.002+08:002009-04-16T10:36:55.160+08:00hi all...<br />im back frm ytd game against o saints.<br />my right butt is super uncomfortable now..<br />Kerna jet by dunno which bitch.<br />i wanna play better ball..not the way im playing now.<br />and super amazed by the fact tat i can turn up for work today.<br />was struggling with my little devil in the morning...<br />good thing angel got the support from money fairy..<br />so here i m blogging at office.<br /><br />Watch hornets match after my game.<br />Super nervous while watching.<br />One min they leading.<br />The other min they are behind.<br />But ultimately they managed to pull thru n WIN! =D<br /><br />After their game we followed the engtat guys to geylang to eat sexy sexy hokkien mee.<br />NICE .. prawns big big. sotong shiok shiok.<br />was kinda stun by how some players talk due to the fact tat i tot they were like so cool.<br />tittle drop. =.=<br />Anyway ... jinghang they all went to drink.<br />I headed home. in DAKANG car..<br />HELLLO ALL ITSSS DAA KAAANNNGGG car.<br />haha..<br />sound so physcotic.<br />anyway along the way had nice chat =D<br />first time really talking to him in person.<br />that made my day totally.<br /><br />Back now. im freaking tired n sleepy n bored in office.<br />Pls let me come work tml.<br />=( i bet i will struggle tml morning again<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-5081867039739176119?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-80940556646496906442009-04-13T00:58:00.002+08:002009-04-13T01:11:53.928+08:00Finally the week has ended.<br />This also marks the end of celebrating bday for the 22nd time in my life.<br /><br />First was dinner n movie with junying,fred,rebb... ribeye at astons and jacky chan movie!<br />Thanks guys.got a limited edition vodka frm them too. =D<br /><br />next was with mei miao n yan may at cine =D<br />ate xin wang. papaya soup as usual.<br />But shudn't haf cuz both of them din eat =/<br />Shud have jus tabao subway into kbox.<br />Tat mm la. din suggest earlier.<br />but anyway sang till i nearly asthma.<br />Till 3 of us finally gave up.<br />Recieve a sweet card n a perfume frm them =D<br /><br />Met up with kent guorong prasad at o bar.<br />Next came ah pig shi jie roger yunxiang marie.<br />Next came kangwei shihui benedict thomas.<br />Recieved at agnes b bag frm enning shijie kent &amp; yunxiang<br />realli suprised n gandong daoo~~~<br />A wallet frm ah pig shant go into detail regarding the wallet k<br />u guys know why<br />everything was cool till the clock strike 12.<br />all the drinks came ...<br />My name was being called here n dere<br />Drank scarie stuffs with flame burning.<br />den i was sitting at a corner talking to thomas or benedict liao i forget.<br />haha<br />seh!<br />Still manage to get myself to sabai sabai.<br />see see look look awhile den i headed home liao.<br />Next morning wake up like kerna lorry bang.<br />hangover to the max.<br />played a bball game at sbc...<br /><br />wanna zzzz le update again<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-8094055664649690644?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-76423876967605186762009-04-09T00:27:00.002+08:002009-04-09T00:32:40.852+08:00i m like a ghost.<br />U shun me.<br />U run from me.<br />But in the first place,<br />u held me like i was alive.<br />Or rather, u made me live.<br />One day, i turned into mist, i turned into shadows.<br />Things u avoid.<br />Things u hide from.<br /><br />This is what i am to u.<br />Im ur ghost.<br /><br />IMPOSSIBLE<br />this word broke me into pieces.<br />trust me.<br />i got no intention of turning up on friday anymore.<br />IMPOSSIBLE was something i had at tat time.<br />so near so real jus you.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-7642387696760518676?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-57465775233908093242009-04-03T13:25:00.002+08:002009-04-03T13:39:56.542+08:00i guess its been almost a month since my last post.<br /><br />went to town with shihui ytd.<br />Its like dunno how long since i actually walk on the streets of orchard road.<br />So many things caught my eyes.<br />But i guess i still dont dare to spent.<br />Just got myself a cheapo watch for work.<br /><br />Good news is tat boss gonna extend me till i recieve notice from my beloved casino.<br />At least i wont be incomeless for the unknown waiting time for marina sands to be actually cleared off sand.<br /><br />Accompanied shihui to scout for hair extention lobangs.<br />Ended up in a place call ' its hairy'<br />They are like specialised in dreadlocks n super "yea" hairstyles!<br />Walk in i feel kinda stress ...<br />Like as if a person would walk in normal n come out super extra oridinary<br />Anyway the hair extention turns out freaking long.<br />The hair itself looks natural n blended quite well to me.<br /><br />Headed to xin wang to have my fav papaya soup noodles.<br />While walking down cineleisure, there were like endless songs which tempted us to sing k.<br />Couldnt resisted it.<br />We ended up in k box.<br />Sing sang sung scream our hearts out.<br />Till mine was kinda achey.<br />Some lyrics really related me to some stuff..<br />I cant stop thinking bout him.<br />I tried.<br />I did.<br />I force myself to divert my attention.<br />Yet he is still there.<br />So clear so near.<br />Like ytd was the day i met him at the faithful place.<br />EMO mode ON<br /><br />Off to cruise tonight.<br />Will be back on sunday afternoon.<br />Afterwhich gotta chiong to training at jss.<br />For the oldies and full of experienced team.<br />LOL<br />BIG MONEY!!!!<br />STRAIGHT FLUSH. JACKPOT RINGS<br />PLS COME FIND ME!<br />s8710183E<br />Dun get the wrong person. I report my ic no. liao.<br />TAKE NOTE AH. FIND ME!<br />AMEN!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-5746577523390809324?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-11370439981909501182009-03-26T13:34:00.002+08:002009-03-26T13:36:28.974+08:00suddenly i feel so alone.<br /><br />alone in office.<br /><br />lunch also alone.<br /><br />no one on my phone to ring.<br /><br />no one to ring my phone to ask how i am doing.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-1137043998190950118?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-39343398289418799922009-03-15T01:43:00.003+08:002009-03-15T01:47:19.063+08:00cant imagine i jus spent my weekend after a weeks work just like tat.<br /><br />bballed.<br /><br />WAT THE<br /><br />was craving for dian xin this morning.<br />Now i miss melvyn.<br />If he was here he'll surly bring me to eat =D<br /><br />tomorrrow first day of training =(<br />i'll be a dog i swear.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-3934339828941879992?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-78463590189412892492009-03-14T02:21:00.001+08:002009-03-14T02:23:23.277+08:00WORK = TYPING IN CAPS + EXCELS SPREAD SHEETS + NEVER ENDING LIST OF BLANGAHS &amp; THAIS.<br /><br />AFTER SIMPLIFICATION WORK = @.@<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-7846359018941289249?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-83448165174203306332009-03-11T00:56:00.002+08:002009-03-11T00:59:32.172+08:00Work was eye texing...<br />Was straining my eyes thru the endless list of employees. Check their details make sure its correct.<br />All blangadeshie, thai, burmese, china, britain, local employees.<br />Gonna cross eye soon.<br />Dunno whats what for tomorrow.<br /><br />Drove today =D<br />At first i was super nervous.<br />But thinks went fine.<br />Bao IMMEDIATELY fasten safety belt once i drive.<br />what a nice friend.<br />Drove to batok for ball.<br />Anyway sent a friend to boon lay den home...<br />Very fulfilling de gan jue!<br />haha<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-8344816517420330633?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-47582801445535743162009-03-09T17:42:00.002+08:002009-03-09T18:05:41.088+08:00Yea...<br />Got a sudden news that there'll be a temp job for me as admin temp.<br />Took it up without a second tot.<br />At least that will keep my daily routine abit more objective orientated.<br />Instead of jus sleeping and waking up to see if there is something else for me to do except bballing.<br /><br /><br />Yesh. at least i knoe there will be income one more time.<br />Or else i was thinking of where should i start digging money from.<br /><br />My estate got DENGUE bug.<br />2 weeks 6 cases. Within 5 blocks of flats.<br />hahha.... again got house check.<br />If found any lavae its $200.<br />Singapore govt really got at finding ideas to earn money<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-4758280144553574316?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-79315825326920573362009-03-05T02:57:00.002+08:002009-03-05T03:09:21.948+08:00Did facial today.<br />Like after soooooo long.<br />The person like degrade my face till can just throw my face away.<br />She said " wah look at ur eye rings... u how many days never sleep... look at ur dead skins..<br />So terrible.. ur face like burst out alreadi."<br />What nice words she used.<br />No comments<br /><br />tomorrow gotta bring ah ma to doc again.<br />She not feeling well.<br />I thought she next week den wanna go.<br />Or else i would have rent the vehicle this week instead.<br />anyway she said she dun wanna sit in a car i drive.<br />She scared she die with the car.<br />WTH!<br />no confident in me at all de.<br />Anyway i not cofident in myseld also.<br />Cant blame her la.<br /><br />等待　<br />我隨時隨地在等待　<br />做妳感情上的依賴我沒有任何的疑問　這是愛<br />我猜　妳早就想要說明白　<br />我覺得自己好失敗從天堂掉落到深淵　多無奈<br />我願意改變 (what can I do)<br />重新再來一遍 (just give me chance)<br />我無法只是普通朋友　感情已經那麼深　叫我怎麼能放手<br />但妳說 I only wanna be your friend 做個朋友<br />我在妳心中只是 just a friend 不是情人<br />我感激妳對我這樣的坦白　但我給妳的愛暫時收不回來So I<br />我不能只是 be your friend　I just can't be your friendno,no,no,<br /><br />I guess there is nothing i can do about it ba.<br />Weather kinda weird n bad these days.<br />Take care my dear friends<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-7931582532692057336?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-86640674995442701622009-03-02T17:21:00.000+08:002009-03-02T17:22:35.398+08:00HEADACHE<br />BLOCKED NOSE<br />IRRITATED THROAT<br />FEVER<br /><br />SUCKS!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-8664067499544270162?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-29247609320455528262009-02-26T02:23:00.002+08:002009-02-26T02:35:02.645+08:00Recieved an email this afternoon saying that our resume has been sent and that we should expect news from casino within 60 days.<br />2 months leh ..<br />Am i suppose to carry on this life for another 2 months?<br /><br />Anyway...<br />Should be going cruise with bao,his mama, pig, bao cousin this April 2-4<br />Should be going to Berkelah with SPRovers from April 10-12<br />But it seems like not much people are free to go with me leh =(<br />i wanna go outdoor. Relieve stress jump into the water over n over again.<br />i called fred he say go school<br />Call JY he say not confirm<br />Call weekiat he say he got school.<br />Super lost form.<br />No choice we grew up and are on their paths to better life le.<br /><br />I wanna go pulau hantu desperatly.<br />I wanna go there swing on hammock.<br />I wanna go there to enjoy the cooking session.<br />i wanna go there to play risk.<br /><br />Brought my grandma to doc today.<br />Apparantly her urine is still infected but the condition are much better.<br />Just continue taking the medicine for another 4 days. things should be just fine =D<br /><br />Recently friends around me like so filled with trouble.<br />I try as much to help.<br />But i think im rather uesless in the issues also.<br />Just hope my prescence will aid in some way or another.<br /><br />Just heard a sweet story from my friend regarding his successful wooing of a girl.<br />Now he is happily attached again =D<br />Feel happy for him.<br />But i was thinking..<br />Why i can live for a year plus without anyone falling for me ah.<br />Something must be wrong somewhere right.<br />Too Fat?<br />Too Ugly?<br />Too Manly?<br />Just tell me the truth!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-2924760932045552826?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-15176043738269839272009-02-24T03:04:00.002+08:002009-02-24T03:15:57.012+08:00I AM TIRED<br />BUT<br />I CANT SLEEP<br />I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT MY <span style="color:#666600;">CAREER</span><br />I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT WAT I WAN IN <span style="color:#99ff99;">LIFE<br /></span>I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT <span style="color:#3333ff;"><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">SLIMMING</span></span> DOWN<br />I CANT STOP THINKING WHETHER <span style="color:#ff0000;">MELVYN</span> IS DOING FINE<br />I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT HOW LONG MY <span style="color:#ffcc00;"><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">AHMA</span> </span>WILL BE WITH ME<br />I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT <span style="color:#999999;">DRIVING</span> MY OWN CAR<br />I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT <span style="color:#009900;">YOU</span><br /><span style="color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">So much said.</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">But <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">im</span> still at ground zero.</span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">No <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">accomplishments.</span></span><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected"></span></span><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected"><span style="color:#3333ff;">Yes. i maybe always cracking jokes and smiling away.</span></span><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected"><span style="color:#3333ff;">Maybe trying to help those people around me if its within my means.</span></span><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected"><span style="color:#3333ff;">I maybe a listening ear giving my piece of advise hoping it will help the situation.</span></span><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected"><span style="color:#3333ff;">But... </span></span><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected"><span style="color:#3333ff;">No one will be able to lift me up from here.</span></span><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected"><span style="color:#3333ff;">At ground zero u jus battle with yourself.</span></span><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected"><span style="color:#3333ff;"></span></span><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected"><span style="color:#3333ff;">One word for those whom dun wish to waste their time on me.</span></span><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected"><span style="color:#3333ff;"></span></span><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected"><span style="color:#990000;">USELESS</span></span><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected"><span style="color:#3333ff;"></span></span><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected"><span style="color:#3333ff;"></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-1517604373826983927?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-73466525426484789812009-02-23T17:58:00.002+08:002009-02-23T18:03:54.791+08:00Lets see...<br />Another weekend has passed and this it how it went for me.<br />Sat Balled at cckcc followed by chill at a tanjong pagar pub.<br />After tat was la kopi at 302. Till early morning get breakfast for ah ma.<br />SLEEP<br /><br />Sunday wake up in the afternoon feeling so lertagic...<br />Balled at cckcc.<br />Continue to ytcc becoz i m too lousy to play full court with those guys =.-'<br />Super breathless.<br />Let me sleep and wake up with my 21 km run stamina pls!<br />Homed.<br />Was watching tv and surfing net.<br />Till this friend of mine text me.. telling me he is tispy and stuff.<br />Ask me go take care of him.<br />I feel so stuck eh.<br />Like i care as a friend but...<br />aiyo.. anyway i went eggs sending with bao super tired now.<br />Sleep for like 3 hrs the most.<br />was about to take a nap.<br />think again i better not sleep le. i think i cannot make it to ytcc if i manage to doze off...<br /><br />Take care people<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-7346652542648478981?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-81868518499149609302009-02-21T04:24:00.002+08:002009-02-21T04:32:39.715+08:00Yea!<br />Finally passed my class 3 liescence this evening =D<br />The wait before the test was so grueling.<br />U listen to people getting reprimanded for their mistakes<br />U see people walking off with a satisfied smile<br />U see people leaving with tears.<br />Anyway... called bao pig shijie aunt n mother upon passing to tell them the news<br />the feeling only got a word to describe<br />SHOIK!<br />Balled at cckcc after tat.<br />Anisia injured her kneecap again =/<br />Told her to eat more build up muscle to support her joints liao.<br />U see la! diet some more la.<br />better rest this time.<br />No kidding.<br /><br />But anyway ah ma is still not feeling well at all.<br />She needs to be check on constantly.<br />She really letting us take care of her.<br />This is something she never did.<br />Always she will insist on herself.<br />I think this time really serious ba.<br />Medication she also rely on us waking her and feeding her with it.<br />=/<br />Just recover pls.<br /><br />Tomorrow got no plans at all yet.<br />Still deciding if im going o bar.<br />But i kinda drink till scared leh<br />If my handsomes dun turn up also boring leh.<br />wahahaha<br />I'll join venture with marie for the flower shop.<br />eat together 3 meals flowers.<br />SHIT<br />I miss him so so much =(<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-8186851849914960930?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-40179074580320501992009-02-20T01:19:00.002+08:002009-02-20T01:55:38.889+08:00ah ma was running fever since last night...<br />Really bad.<br />A week ago she started to be unable to control her bladder really well.<br />She looked really weak and painful.<br />This morning i check her out.<br />She hasnt eaten anything.<br />And she is constantly going to the toilet.<br />Pulled myself up pass her a piece of bread and a glass of hot honey water.<br />She just obeyed wat i ask her to do<br />After that passed her 2 panadol..<br />She jus ate and sleeped...<br />see her like that i really scared to lose her.<br />Brought her to see doc at ubi.<br />Doc say she got urinal infection.<br />Den suddenly blood pressure drop low also.<br /><br />Brought her to eat something.<br />She no appetite. So just ordered a fishball soup for her.<br />At least i see her eat i feel better.<br />cab homed.<br />Now me and aunt constantly checking on her.<br />Her body temperature is either too cold or too hot.<br />She puked her dinner out..<br />She puke her medicine out.<br />Now we kinda helpless ..<br /><br />Heart totally get squash to see her like that.<br />This lady here used to piggy back mi to see doctor..<br />She used chase after mi with a cane.<br />i cannot lose her and cant bear to see her suffering like this either.<br /><br />Tomorrow TP.<br />But i rather give all my luck and blessing to ah ma.<br />Actually deep down.<br />We know one day she has to go.<br />Just not able to accept.<br />Ti gong pls por pi ah ma ping ping an an<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-4017907458032050199?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-72530121059628934332009-02-18T04:06:00.002+08:002009-02-18T04:11:06.865+08:00Mahjonged whole day today.<br />Fun as usual.<br />But smoked alot alot..<br />=(<br /><br />Coupier job is now opened to public liao.<br />Lots of job opening up for casino at marina sands le.<br />Jia you my friends.<br />We'll be colleague there and build our career from there.<br />Correct?<br />BAO FEI SHIJIE MARIE!<br />Cant imagine all of us working there.<br />The feeling should be great.<br />Just hope that bao n fei buck up on their studies.<br />Dun so slack.<br />Will regret de.<br />BIG MONEY!<br /><br />I wanna drive desperatly.<br />Pls grant me my liescence.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-7253012105962893433?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-62235704649767328242009-02-17T01:14:00.002+08:002009-02-17T01:21:58.082+08:00I was awoken by my phone ringtone to realise i gotta wake up to accompany bao for eggs sending.<br />Was a normal day sending eggs<br />Till one stop he suddenly open the door and say ... siao liao debbie egg fall liao u go see..<br />From the side of the lorry i see the egg yolk n whites dripping..<br />WEEUWEE<br />Sexy dao...<br />in the end i gotta help him pick up unharmed eggs<br />Thankfully only about 100 casualties from amoong the almost thousand eggs which met this unfortunate disaster.<br /><br />Anyway .. headed to IMM for his phone again.<br />So lucky of him eh . Can get a $150 voucher for his phone.<br />Nvm la. at least i get a free 1gb mirco sd.<br />Free de~ wahaha he dun need ma. so gimme lo.<br />homed.<br />Ate curry fish head &amp; black pepper crab &amp; mai pian sotong.<br />SHOIK.<br />Met jason for a drink at my void deck.<br />Drink a bit onli he gonna concuss le.<br />Tomorrow he gotta outfield somemore.<br />apparantly he 5 30 gotta wake up.<br />Next week going taiwan again.<br />He take planes like taking buses.<br /><br />To all my friends...esp.shihui.marie.anisia.shijie.ahsoon.ahbao.<br />Hope u all de relationship happy happy find happiness.<br />JIA YOU DA JIA!<br />*WOOSH*<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-6223570464976732824?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-87728475766056997662009-02-16T02:06:00.002+08:002009-02-16T02:17:37.179+08:00V day at o bar was great.<br />We actually planned for jus me and marie to go.<br />Ended up got quite afew to join us too.<br />There that night was Roger,yunxiang &amp; gf, pig, shijie, prasad.<br />Oh ya. we saw xihong there as well. as usual he say i gain weight liao. wat a comment man.<br />But he still as cute as ever. haha<br />Anyway that marie say she will die die stay at o bar, which she fail la. Run up run down. once o bar always o bar ...<br />Saw Jason there as well... thanks for the drink ya. I bet u had fun that night.<br />Pioneer guys where there as well. Saw kelvin &amp; gf ah bang and the pioneer HEI BAO!<br />Jun ren came to look for me as well.. Thanks for the drink too.<br />Oh ya.. weicheng and gang was there too. weiming kevin ahbird yizi<br />Puke quite a bit when i got home.<br />That stupid junren wanted to bluff me back to o bar to go boat quay with his friends..<br />CRAZY.<br />Tell me that marie is dead drunk kick her she jus lie on the ground.<br />Wat a lie to come up with to make my U turn from highway lo.<br />Lucky i not that drunk to believe him yet.<br />Yesterday was so so crowded can!<br />Gave up going toilet afew times.<br />Dont talk bout smoke break so reluctant to squeeze out jus to smoke.<br /><br />Woke up for driving lessons this afternoon.<br />Am glad to know that my driving haven all throw back to instructor.<br />After driving headed to cckcc for ball...<br />Play quite a bit today.<br />Full court killed me.<br />Lucky can sub regularly with anisia.<br /><br />Feel kinda unconfortable the whole day kept coughing n feel kinda nausea,<br />No appetite to eat at all eh .<br />Look at my yee mee and feel so full when i haven eat anything at all for the day.<br /><br />WEIRD.<br /><br />Good night my friends ..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-8772847576605699766?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-629734823531485642009-02-13T02:43:00.002+08:002009-02-13T02:50:21.248+08:00Mel will be heading back to sydney this evening le.<br /><br />Will be a year later that i will see him ba.<br /><br />Hope things dont change too much.<br /><br />This time i already feel the change le.<br /><br />I dont know about the next time.<br /><br />I knoe im nobody to him anymore..<br /><br />Nobody.<br /><br />Anyway.<br />Take good care of urself alright.<br />May tian gong look after u and keep u safe.<br />May kong zi por pi ur studies pass like a breeze!<br />Be safe.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-62973482353148564?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-37141213587569713712009-02-13T02:22:00.002+08:002009-02-13T02:40:41.232+08:00This week is almost coming to an end.<br /><br />Lets see...<br /><br />Monday.<br />Accompanied bao to send eggs.<br />Eat crab with aunt.<br />Balled.<br /><br />Tuesday.<br />met ggxl+p<br />for nonya buffet.<br />went to blue jazz to chill.<br />Wonderful and affortable place.<br />Will be there soon..<br />Felt so directionless that night.<br />Everyone having plans.<br />Financial plans. family plans. career plans.<br />All i know is i wanna get into casino to work.<br />I wanna make it big.<br />But if u think again.<br />Why must we plan when man plan god disposes?<br />if u slog for 10 years. saving the cash in the bank.<br />den u get into a accident.<br />U will ask urself.<br />Why i work so hard for.<br />u cant bring those Zeros in ur bank statement with u.<br />U plan to stay healthy.<br />dun smoke dun drink.<br />doesnt mean u will ling long n healthy<br />even if u do... living long doesnt mean its a good thing.<br />U see ur loved ones go before u ..<br />Ur friends go before u.<br /><br /><br />Wed was a fruuitful day.<br />Went to work in the evening for a event...<br />HEading home changed.<br />DBL O.<br />First time i can club in DBL O.<br />But i mus agree that o bar music is still better<br />But their air condition cannot make it totally.<br />Sua to boat quay..<br />Home at 5 30 am.<br />Slept...<br />Dreamt...<br />Heart achey when awake from the dream.<br />Lagi pain when i check my phone no message nor call at all..<br />headed to ytcc for ball..<br /><br />Tomorrow gotta acc bao for egg sending again.<br />den go imm to shop for his phone.<br />den dunno go where liao<br />Considering o bar.<br />But kinda reluctant.<br />Save it for sat i guess.<br /><br />Moral low nowadays.<br />Dunno why sia<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-3714121358756971371?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-52268538870497789102009-02-08T02:51:00.000+08:002009-02-08T02:52:32.894+08:00i miss u still.<br /><br />really.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-5226853887049778910?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-82221907142551860312009-02-06T01:22:00.002+08:002009-02-06T01:38:40.449+08:00Sent out a Birthday Sms greeting jus few minutes after 12 midnighit.<br />Kinda dampen my mood when i recieved the reply.<br />So cold... So not moved at all.<br /><br />Anyway. HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY MELVYN.<br />Next week u'll be back in Aussie le.<br />Take good care of urself..<br />I know u can tahan cold weather but jus wear a jacket ba.<br />Its better den catching a cold right.<br /><br />So i met up with mel,jy,fred,rebb<br />went to k for 2 hours.<br />Very cheap i should say.<br />each person is 10 dollar exactly.<br />Free flow drinks.<br />Still got this bowl of shark fin's soup.<br />altought we all knoe its obviously shark fin lookalike jelly.<br /><br />They were craving for MJ.<br />So came to my placed and MJ-ed jus for a round.<br />Melvyn as he is the shuo xin gong today. was extremely lucky ...<br />Good thing i still managed to win a little =D<br />Felt damn bad when bao JY eh ... =/<br /><br />Online now and he told me to stay strong.<br />To stay strong jus bearing 2 weeks before things change to a simpler mode<br />OR<br />To stay strong without his special attention.<br />I hope its the first one really.<br />Shant think so much.<br />Jus hope there will be chances to meet up again.<br /><br />I got watch TV le.<br />Enjoyed today's simple and nice gathering.<br />Something sad its like i feel a slight gap with them this time.<br />I dun knoe how to explain.<br />jus a bit outta place.<br />Weird.<br />I never had that feeling with them b4.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-8222190714255186031?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-27274194203333072242009-02-04T22:49:00.002+08:002009-02-04T23:00:33.005+08:00Back home after balled.<br />Today went to Raffles place in some stupid casino uniformn to give out flyers.<br />This stupid CHAI SHEN YE of us reprimanded me for giving out a BLOODY 50CENTS GOLDEN COIN CHOCOLATE!<br />He was like saying blah blah blah u knoe how much this choco cost ma.. iTS 50 CENTS LEH .<br />Nearly take a 50 CENTS and throw at his face.<br />He lucky he wearing cai shen costume.<br />I still wanna mj win money wan .<br />IF NOT HIS FACE WILL FULL OF 50 CENTS!<br />wat the hell..<br />Fking chee hong ti ko chai shen wanna be.<br />Good thing it rain n we slack on corner...<br /><br />Was back home 5 min. den was deployed to lam soon cc for bball..<br />Played full court i like DOG panting..<br />Better go jogging soon or else i will pant while chasing buses soon le.<br /><br />Bao and pig came to meet me for dinner.<br />So sweet of them la..<br />they jus pop by lam soon cc ask mi go.<br />Like father bring kids home like dat.<br />Haha<br /><br />During dinner i got deployed again.<br />This time to Terlok Blangah ...<br />As the precious little one is runninig a temperature.<br />I gotta be nanny cum nurse to take care of him tomolo.<br />How nice ...<br />Going to head to terlok blangah now...<br /><br />Tomorrow got a k-ster date with GGXL &amp; rebb.<br />YEA.. like FINALLY!<br /><br />He has been running thru my mind...<br />Over and over again.<br />Logged on. Saw him online.<br />I knoe this nick will appear offline in 5 mins.<br />I guessed it right.<br />Perhaps he is afraid i cant resist and chat with him ba.<br />How saddening.<br /><br />Sat gotta go back school to deal in mock casino.<br />For the fun of it ba.<br />Polish skills a bit.<br />Maybe the Marina Sands casino VP will sot dao wo den i ho seh liao!<br />I need to shop desperatly.<br />my shoe all gonna visit their ancestors soon liao...<br /><br />V day i got a date!.<br />Go club with marie.<br />at least not so lonesome.<br />Tomorrow i die die must buy toto.<br />got ling gan...<br />hahah<br />TIO LIAO wahahahahahahaaaaaaa<br />sorry ah ... got the gambling and drinking genes from my father smoking genes from my mother<br />=P<br /><br />Here i go.<br />Call me NAI MA!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-2727419420333307224?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-55518230623855163472009-02-02T18:42:00.003+08:002009-02-02T18:44:19.735+08:00hmmm.. sorry im so bored. thats why im back here again.<br /><br /><br /><br />i kinda like this hairstyle i had last time.<br /><br /><br /><br />wats ur idea of it?<br /><br /><br /><br />but for me to get into that hair again..<br /><br />i'll be boi boi again.<br /><br />need some courage eh<br /><br /><br /><p><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_XL9UZz-se8Q/SYbOZN_2aoI/AAAAAAAAAEY/ZL0TWdhQX6c/s1600-h/DebBie-2.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5298148944297486978" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_XL9UZz-se8Q/SYbOZN_2aoI/AAAAAAAAAEY/ZL0TWdhQX6c/s320/DebBie-2.jpg" border="0" /></a> </p><p>comments?<br /></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-5551823062385516347?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-16273842295578698692009-02-02T18:38:00.001+08:002009-02-02T18:38:41.984+08:00<div>i held on to the phone hoping that somehow it will beep with a message...</div><br /><br /><br /><div>i typed a message i deleted it .. </div><br /><br /><br /><div>i typed a message i deleted it.. </div><br /><br /><br /><div>all the messages werent sent out at all.</div><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><div>stupid i knoe. </div><br /><br /><br /><div>but i'll jus step aside for the moment. </div><br /><br /><br /><div>waiting for a dream to actually come true. </div><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><div>anyway.. enough of emo-ing.</div><br /><br /><br /><div>tonight gotta bai tian gong~</div><br /><br /><br /><div>big big event for hokkien taoist.</div><br /><br /><br /><div>Prayers start at 11 pm on the 8th day of the lunar calendar each year. </div><br /><br /><br /><div>it will last till about 3 plus am. </div><br /><br /><br /><div>Like the atmosphere.. </div><br /><br /><br /><div>But today there is a gathering with fred n jy n mel n rebb .. </div><br /><br /><br /><div>I miss them so much la.</div><br /><br /><br /><div>Why mus everything be so zhun..</div><br /><br /><br /><div>i need to sing k badly.</div><br /><br /><br /><div>mus fa xie a bit u knoe.</div><br /><br /><br /><div>woke up. met bao for lunch. go collect the roasted duck n chicken for prayers.</div><br /><br /><br /><div>HOMED.</div><br /><br /><br /><div>suppose to wake him up in 15 min time. </div><br /><br /><br /><div>Finally got the present for mel.</div><br /><br /><br /><div>Ahh.. jus nice something he will use ba. </div><br /><br /><br /><div>at least i din get a last min present like i always do . </div><br /><br /><br /><div>Anyway ytd bball at cckcc.. </div><br /><br /><br /><div>been quite some time since i went there to ball..</div><br /><br /><br /><div>Now my hands n butt are aching. </div><br /><br /><br /><div>Played till quite competitive. NICE~</div><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><div>Anyway heres my cat in the middle of the incense papers prepared for tonight</div><br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_XL9UZz-se8Q/SYbJ4U95TjI/AAAAAAAAAEA/XTL-_cabmmM/s1600-h/Del023.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5298143981186141746" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_XL9UZz-se8Q/SYbJ4U95TjI/AAAAAAAAAEA/XTL-_cabmmM/s320/Del023.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_XL9UZz-se8Q/SYbJ3-Wt7XI/AAAAAAAAAD4/o01xLCuQmX8/s1600-h/Del021.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5298143975116238194" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_XL9UZz-se8Q/SYbJ3-Wt7XI/AAAAAAAAAD4/o01xLCuQmX8/s320/Del021.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><br /><div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-1627384229557869869?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-54263664802782739832009-01-30T16:22:00.000+08:002009-01-30T16:23:03.167+08:00Will be meeting hong ming to walk around soon. i believe he needs some air i guess.<br />Will be accompanying him for a drink.<br />We'll head to o bar for awhile ...<br /><br />Ah bao like bidding good bye to me.<br />Asking me mus keep in contact and all.<br />haha.. silly sia..<br /><br /><br /><br />Anyway i miss J<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-5426366480278273983?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-20092946404391377402009-01-27T07:00:00.002+08:002009-01-27T07:12:33.571+08:00Hi all..<br />Its been a rather long time since i last posted anything here.<br />I guess my blog is like algae factory already.<br />I went o bar for the pass 2 weeks.<br />The last weekend really was crazy.<br />It started out normal.<br />I was there only with shihui and marie and pig.<br />Was wondering if a friend of mine would turn up.<br />According to J, his friends were all at zouk.<br />But minutes later i got a sms saying he'll be there in awhile.<br />Drank at TREVOLI for awhile.<br />Headed to DBL O for drinks again.<br />We were like talking so nicely the things surrounding us was like non visible.<br />But i tell myself. i shouldnt be the person who step in.<br />But im really tempted.<br /><br />Mahjonged for 2 nights.<br />LOST on both nights.<br />How demoralising.<br /> 财神请您多多照顾小妹我<br />My cards were either dun know each other.<br />Or super slurppy but i'll never win a game.<br />HUAT AH!!!!<br />I just rejected a red packet from my FEIFEI mother.<br />Xing Tong leh. Esp when ur losing.<br />LOL.<br /><br />To all my friends,<br />新年快乐<br />心想事成<br />共喜共喜<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-2009294640439137740?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-55547884932121866222008-12-10T00:12:00.003+08:002008-12-10T00:31:24.101+08:00Two weeks has passed since my grand father's death.<br /><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">Im</span> sorry if i <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">didnt</span> host in a well manner for those who made their way down despite the long distance.<br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">Wasnt</span> in a very clear state of mind <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">altough</span> i look cheerful and all .<br />Frankly speaking till now i haven been able to accept that he is really gone yet<br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">Jus</span> a day ago he smiled at me the next day he is in the box sealed.<br /><br />I'll like to thank these people whom made their way to <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">tampines</span> for me.<br />Ah <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">bao</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">Fei</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">Fei</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_9">Zhi</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_10">Qiang</span> <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_11">Shihui</span> Audrey thanks for <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_12">ur</span> time the first night. i needed u guys <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_13">alot</span><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_14">Shijie</span> Alex. sorry for missing from work. i <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_15">knoe</span> u guys had hard days. thanks for coming despite having a tiring day.<br />Fred, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_16">Rebecca</span>, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_17">Junying</span>, Raymond &amp; Wilson. Thank you for coming guys. Ur time allowed me to get away quite a bit. Let me whine a bit. <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_18">Purge</span> quite a bit of steam.<br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_19">Meimiao</span> &amp; <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_20">YanMei</span> thank you mm for <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_21">ur</span> muffins they were good. ask them to put less sugar next time <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_22">becoz</span> its so sweet of u to actually think of food for me.<br />Marie thank you for coming even <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_23">thuo</span> u were alone.<br />Thank u <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_24">Weisheng</span> for accompanying me for dinner and allowing to get away for awhile that night.<br /><br />Also those whom assisted me and touch me with calls and messages like Ono Bao Fei Raymond.<br />Thank you so much.<br /><br /><br />During the day my grandfather is suppose to walk the last journey here, my grandma and aunt came to pay their last respect.<br />So when the priest ask relative and friends to come offer their prayers before the journey begin.<br />Relatives and all walked forwards some <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_25">jus</span> stand and prayed.<br />My grandma whom barely have stamina to walk from one <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_26">busstop</span> to home.<br />DROP ONTO HER KNEES<br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_27">kneeled</span>.<br />and stand back up for my grandpa.<br /><span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_28">Al tough</span> that person lying there is a EX in laws.<br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_29">Im</span> so proud of her.<br />I guessed my father felt that too.<br />After like almost 20 years<br />My father called her 'mother'<br />Kinda touching for me.<br />Maybe crappy to some.<br /><br /><span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_30">im</span> happy the 白金钱 is able to fully pay for the funeral<br />But according to my grandpa last wish, my father is suppose to settle all outstanding <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_31">loansharks</span> debt for my grandma n auntie.<br />which total up to bout 9 k<br />forking out 4 k.<br />Its <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_32">gd</span> ..<br />Everything should be fine.<br /><br />Now after this episode of life, <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_33">im</span> confused if i should continue my distance between my father side family.<br />Or should i make an effort to keep close with them.<br />Tell me <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_34">wat</span> should i do.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-5554788493212186622?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-14986895572572564042008-11-22T00:20:00.002+08:002008-11-22T00:51:42.827+08:00Sunday morning.<br /><br />i was awoken aruptly by the call of my father.<br />Telling me my grandpa has been warded into ICU.<br />Apparantly, he was admitted into Changi General Hospital due to unbearable pain in the chest area.<br />According to my father, he collapsed got ER back<br />he used the electric shock thingy to get his heart back into action.<br />60 over times he was pump with it go get him back here<br /><br />SO day after next i kept visiting him. most of the time we was asleep.<br />time when i happen to see him awake, he nodded he shook his head.<br />He still understand what we are all going thru.<br /><br />His kidney was not functioning at all after the ordeal on saturday.<br />Doc suggested dialysis.<br />He was reluctant but eventually gave into it.<br />Dialysis was a risky thing to do taking blood out mean giving him lower blood pressure.<br />After dialysis, doc said it didnt help much. No urine yet.<br />He also said he didnt feel any better either.<br />Things were not going well.<br />Doc discovered lung infection as well.<br />Saturday ordeal also cause him to have a 'balloon' inserted into his heart to assist his pumping.<br />Due to movement, he went for a surgery to adjust the balloon.<br />Came back weak.<br /><br />One day after dialysis, doc ask for permisson to go for a surgery to check how many arteries were block.<br />Results came back discouraging as well.<br />Arteries connecting half the heart was all totally blocked.<br />The other half are on the verge of blocking as well.<br /><br />CGH doc were nt confident about my grandpa condition.<br />They sugest the surgery was conducted at SGH.<br />But.<br />His condition was not stable at all for him to be transported to anywhere.<br />So this afternoon upon hearing my grandfather is scheduled for the surgery at 1630 pm<br /><br />I went to visit him after work.<br />there he was.<br />awake.<br />in pain.<br />teared.<br />heart ache.<br />he didnt wan the surgery at all.<br />perhaps...<br />he was going thru too much to take.<br />we managed to kinda talk him into accepting that this surgery has to be done<br />and he'll be fine.<br /><br />Due to some urgent cases, my grandpa was push into the operating theatre at 1730pm<br />2 hours passed.<br />he was nt back<br />but a surgeon was back up.<br />gathered us in.<br />told us.<br />Mr Wee is currently very unstable.<br />Even before we got him into the theatre, his heartbeat stop.<br />We needed to shock him afew times.<br />OUr heart ached.<br />So the surgery went on.<br />there was this particular artery that couldnt be unblocked at all.<br />Perhaps it was blocked for few years the doc say.<br />But on and all he was skipping between the line of live and death.<br /><br />Doc advice was that things look very grim.<br />To be prepared for the worst.<br />My dad interrupted.<br />Asked the doc wats the percentage of survival.<br />Doc replied percentage of survival close to zero.<br />Percentage of death almost 100%<br /><br />Another dragging 30 min passed<br />my grandpa is back at the ward.<br />this time.<br />i dun recognise him ..<br />he look so drain<br />so far away<br />beside his bed we begged<br />begged for him to be strong.<br />To be back with us.<br />His vital signs drop to zero.<br />he teared hearing us call for him.<br /><br />He was gone.<br /><br />Gone with the wind.<br /><br />My heart is aching.<br />So badly<br />Having not visiting him for 5 years.<br />Having realised he dote on me so much went i was young.<br />Having to see that i feel like such a stranger in this griefing family of mine.<br />Everyone seem so alone.<br /><br />Im now alone.<br /><br />The wake is held at Block 355 Tampines ST 33<br />Gimme a call if u guys are interested to drop by to accompany me for awhile.<br />My no. 92477305<br /><br />Take care guys ...<br />Ah gong. ni fang xin de cu ba.<br />Wo men tou zhang da le.<br />Hui hao hao zhao ku zhi ji de.<br />An xi ba.<br />Tui bu qi.<br />Ah yan.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-1498689557257256404?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-42801066242117171822008-11-11T15:58:00.002+08:002008-11-11T16:17:38.423+08:00Its been quite some time since i last posted anything here.<br /><br />So here is how my not so interesting never extraordinary life had been<br /><br />As usual i've been mahjonging<br /><br />Reduced alot on bballing which doesnt seem to be a good idea.<br /><br />Cuz some where else is gaining alot. u knoe what r those la. gycerol &amp; fatty acids<br /><br />Been helping out my friends parents bookstore for pass few weeks<br /><br />having to travel every morning from cck to simei is such a tedious routine.<br /><br />But work is fun generally with lame jokes everywhere.<br /><br />And finger pointing once a mistake is spotted.<br /><br />Alex will knoe what im talking about.<br /><br />Oh ya.. last wed i had my casino certification graduation ceremony.<br /><br />That made me recall that my Dipolma graduation was like 2 years ago.<br /><br />Sheez.. thats fast.<br /><br />Somehow i've yet to accomplish anything pathetic.<br /><br />Thats so not encouraging.<br /><br />Thinking back, when the recession took place in 1997, i saw the adults getting so worried about retrenchment about spending money wisely.<br />All in my mind then was can the news stop talking bout the same thing?<br />Its like so redundant<br /><br />Now, every news regarding the economy status is vital to us.<br />All the job opportunities, expectations and spending pattern.<br />Affected.<br />thats how fast life change.<br /><br />Let me turn back time.<br />I'll still study the way i did.<br />I played thru my studies. But manage to get to where i wan.<br />I dont need loads of zeros in my passbook.<br />I jus wan my dear friends and mi in a simple island swinging hamocks laughing and silly things we do.<br />Thats how i wanna grow old.<br />But i know. thats not realistic at all. everyone have their dreams their aspirations.<br /><br />To mi<br /><br />Carefree=Happiness<br /><br />To some<br /><br />Carefree= Denial<br /><br />cuz that will never happen in this society and century we are in currently<br /><br />Been drinking...<br /><br />O Bar has been like popular till its not suitable to go.<br /><br />Coz by 11 its almost pack n u start sweating how can u tahan till 4 with all the squeezing and sweat<br /><br />Please like upgrade ur air con system la.<br />Cover charge got increase aircon all leaking water =.-<br /><br />This week and rather stagnent for my driving ..<br />I gotta like double up for this upcoming week<br />jia you debbie!<br /><br />been hanging out with shihui quite alot this few weeks.<br />Town, sing k , queensway, xin wang papaya soup, bball, o bar<br />Love the way we can talk bout anything ..<br />Love the way she protects her idol.<br />wahahaha<br /><br />Oh ..<br />There a upcoming league with all the div 'A' Teams invited<br /><br />And guess where its happening.<br />All at the bball court in my neighbourhood.<br />This kinda kumpong also have such exciting matches SHOIK lo<br /><br />since my lap top actually died on me ..<br />i Haven been posting any pictures.<br />lazy u knoe<br />but today i guess i'll make some effort<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-4280106624211717182?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-12097986481920996502008-10-21T23:02:00.001+08:002008-10-21T23:03:09.175+08:00Was like so looking forward to the m'sia trip.<br />Although it may be a short n simple wan i wanna get a feel for biking in.<br />SHIT mi.<br />I forget that all the helmets are with bao<br />he didnt bring it down to my place<br />i fking gotta go home and face this stupid com again<br />was so excited and all.<br />SIAN<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-1209798648192099650?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-39355491100083460702008-10-21T00:39:00.002+08:002008-10-21T00:54:00.032+08:00Been going thru a roller coaster ride of emotions this week<br /><br />Finally got to get a ride on ah bao new CBR 1000. Really different feeling. like the pillon seat is realli high.<br /><br />Now that his pillow seat is still not yet ready i sat on the single seat cover which caused my a achy butt afterr travelling to Alexander. Waited for like 3 hrs like a idiot wodering why are there so many people being so bothered by their bikes there.<br />Perhaps if one day i get my own transport i'll be so ga ga over it as well.. thinking wat sticker to paste. what to zhng into the car/bike??<br /><br />Miss out O bar with shihui as i needed to work on sat morning.<br />Sat went to arena hoping to catch a glimpse of Alvin.<br />But as i tot. he wasnt working that night as the day b4 was his birthday.<br />Went to meet Weisheng after arena as it was rather boring night.<br />Chat and enjoyed each other's simple company than i headed home.<br />Sunday ms marie wasnt in a really good mood.<br />Was recalled down to accompany her sing n drink.<br />Was suppose to be a DXO den we realise DXO is closed on Sundays.<br />Headed down to Le Bar<br />Opened a bottle of Chivas.<br />that place is a emo place.<br />It makes u drink n think bout stupid stuff.<br />I dunno if wat i've been doing is plain stupidity of jus kind favours a friend shud do.<br />At least im helping out at alex's parents bookshop with shijie ...<br />Got some income not so jialat.<br />Things are getting so complicated for relationship wise.<br />I wanna let go. But its nt easy.<br />Really.<br />What ever ugly stuff u may say.<br />What ever ugly things i may see.<br />Not easy.<br /><br />爱我的人为我痴新无悔，我却为我爱的人感情里生伤悲<br /><br />I smile away my pain.<br />i laugh away my tears.<br />Nobody knoes.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-3935549110008346070?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-52664216769464132142008-10-14T13:34:00.003+08:002008-10-14T14:22:28.380+08:00Yea i pass my FINAL THEORY TEST<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Like apparantly my IQ doesnt allow me to clear the evaluation by jus one try<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />So passing the test is a achievement for me.So after passing i went trying to book a slot for my Traffic Police Test.<br />I got the pop up message saying i gotta update my PDL validity date.<br />Stupidly i went to the counter to update and the service staff nicely tell me i gotta renew my pdl as its gonna expire in a month time and there is no test date any day earlier than that.<br />Im so lucky to be at BBDC went their com system for TP side is down.<br />I made my way to Singapore post @ cck to renew my pdl now. i gotta go back to bbdc to update and fast CHOP a test date.<br />Lucky fei fei shud b going bbdc for his class 2 enrollment perhaps he can help me update my pdl status.<br />SUAY LOR!<br />Now ah bao lorry tyre pong che<br />sitting by the road side talking to me on the phone.<br />feeling super pek cek<br />i gonna iron my uniform<br />go raffles city and meet shi jie n gang for work<br />dealing either barcarat, blackjack or roulette.<br />Yea at least im claiming a bit of my school fees for a start. i Guess i only claim the GST part for nw.=.-<br />This whole week has been out either with shihui,marie,bao.fei.<br />When town with shihui. thinking of looking for a tattoo. I was so tempted. lucky its too ex for me to consider at all.<br />I wanna get a bio hazard sign on my back<br />shihui wanna get a barcode to let people scan a price outta her.<br />how does this look to you?<br /><br /><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5256889419800566850" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_XL9UZz-se8Q/SPQ5Ezq43EI/AAAAAAAAAC0/mCfokySMXZ8/s320/376px-Biohazard_symbol_svg.png" border="0" /><br /><p> </p><p>Anyway been to sing k.</p><p>Lost my phone, K810I gone. </p><p>Sian pics gone with it too.</p><p>Lets pray the wan who took my phone gets bad rash on his/her ears if he use it to pick up cal.</p><p>Fingers all rot slowly while typing smses.</p><p>But its my carelessness that allowed that to happen la.</p><p>SHIT</p><p>Replaced the sim card.</p><p>Got a 100 dollars voucher to purchase a new handset.</p><p>i guess i'll be getting C902</p><p>Song ericsson never dies.</p><p>=D</p><p>Mahjong twice for pass 2 weeks</p><p>it a good achievement as i used to mahjong 4times a week</p><p>Learnt how to U-turn and go up slope for driving.</p><p>Hopefully i get to stage 3 on thursday</p><p>Smoking speed is slowing down too. </p><p>1 pac = 3 days</p><p>Shit those people who thot of printing SDPC in every Cigg to target on contra band cigg.</p><p>Marie is going genting on thurs. HENG HENG madam~</p><p>I want to go overseas.</p><p>But i need to work work work first!</p><p>All the best everyone!</p><p>Economic going downslope jus hang in there in the jobs.</p><p>Jia you da jia!</p><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/c/c0/Biohazard_symbol.svg"></a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/c/c0/Biohazard_symbol.svg"></a><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/c/c0/Biohazard_symbol.svg"></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-5266421676946413214?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-46261068747360670542008-09-29T01:52:00.003+08:002008-09-29T02:04:47.136+08:00now that anisia ask mi update so i update lo.<br /><br />she sian i gotta entertaint her with my entry lo<br /><br />anyway i jus lost like 170 sing dollars on a mahjong table<br /><br />everyone im dead broke.<br /><br />o bar was fine on friday.<br /><br />lots of bball peeps<br /><br />ah bao n friends are gone to tioman to enjoy their perfect relaxing weekend.<br /><br />i jus finished watch the first ever singapore grandprix follow by lateh with feifei<br /><br />im now waiting for my washing machine to finish its job so that i can go hang my clothes up<br /><br />i email melvyn but he still didnt reply me.<br /><br />tml i shud go for driving lesson.<br /><br />i drank alone at home jus nw while watch F1<br /><br />i smoked at home for the first time.<br /><br />this week is a emo week<br /><br />with no direction to go in life<br /><br />with no one whom depend on u<br /><br />with no one to depend on.<br /><br />i wanna love u<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-4626106874736067054?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-78612995941124595372008-09-26T00:48:00.002+08:002008-09-26T00:58:04.578+08:00so now that my casino course has offically ended....<br />or rather not offically.<br />my graduation is actually in mid oct.<br />im now like a aimless headless housefly looking for some jobs<br />still no news from uob ...perhaps they dun wan mi?<br />i dunno.<br />been mahjonging like usual.<br />went to skool few times with fei n bao wondering around.<br />not been balling a month since my ankle<br />im growing fatter like nobodies business<br />debbie: wo yao chi chicken chop!<br />yihong: ni yi ching shi yi ker pork chop le hai yao chi chicken chop!<br /><br />=(<br /><br />down with headache n fever today.<br />perhaps is due to the irregular hours i turn in?<br />went to sentosa last weekend make myself feel so much like a fatass<br />i miss the days tummy was always flat never have i gotta consider eating wat will cause mi wat!<br />shit me.<br /><br />always talking and no action<br />wanna swim wanna run always end up somewhere else eating n rotting<br />FUCK man..<br /><br />went to rebecca birthday last weekend i miss melvyn.<br />the songs he would sing. the way he will always agree to fetch mi no matter how inconvinient it may b to him.<br />mailed him but no replies... kinda worried.<br />got her a watch...hope she likes it...<br />HAPPI 21ST BEI KER<br /><br />lao tian bao you<br />ah niao ping ping an an<br />lao tian bao you<br />wo shun shun li li zhao dao hao kong.<br />lao tian bao you<br />tian hui diao duo duo qian gei wo<br /><br />O BAR tonight.<br />i wanna let go of myself consious self tonight.<br />im tired.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-7861299594112459537?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-64447712027825418932008-09-01T00:01:00.002+08:002008-09-01T00:11:15.489+08:00days come and go.<br />days turn into weeks.<br />week turn into months.<br />and soons these months are turning into a year.<br />its almost a year now since i last felt someone really embracing me with love.<br /><br />gone was the life where u know wherever u go u wont need to hestitate to share a simple new tat amuse u and that party wont think ur the most irritating kid on earth.<br />i scroll thru my phone list looking at whom i could jus drop a message to.<br />thinking if im bothering others life routine.<br /><br />LONELY should be the word i guess.<br />but apparantly, im like always with friends bballing, mj-ing thats all i do now.<br />Except pass 2 tuesday that i got the will power to go SP for a jog<br />i guess sometimes im alone in a crowd. thats the feeling.<br /><br />Dun mind me for all these whining ..<br />it jus gets into mi on n off<br />currently im reading PS. i love u perhaps thats a contributing factor to all this negative feelings now.<br />at least that character has someone to grief over.<br /><br />Meimiao jus reminded me on how long i haven had proper income and proper leg torturing shopping trips.<br />i wanna get my pay check.<br />GO SHOOOPPPPPP<br /><br />Shall go shop of bf like how people shop for undies i guess,<br />CRAPPY<br /><br />gd night!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-6444771202782541893?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-37863137920318288012008-08-29T18:37:00.002+08:002008-08-29T18:53:16.444+08:00Or rather i didnt turn up for school today.<br />School has been rather monotonous recently having my hand skills n table games tested already,<br />it all about theory and supvising now.<br />We learn casino marketing.how casino hitch people to go gamble till they die there.<br />We learn how casino plays on a sure win basis.<br />blah blah blah n the list goes on.<br />I meet my father his wife n his son on wed for dinner at no signboard seafood @ ECP<br />the white pepper crab is totally prolypok!<br />Kinda heart aching to realise my father son didnt believe he have a sister whom happens to b mi.<br />But also happy to see that he accepts me realli fast n enjoys the dinner.<br />He is a handsome boy eh .<br />So came thursday hong ming jio for bball..<br />ytcc was only filled with few sec skool bois playing bball with size 6 balls.<br />bao was like totally turned off.<br />we headed to 514 to catch shijie n his team in action.<br />We played few games till we were too tired n eventually lost.<br />Anisia was like a SHEN lor. hahahaha<br />Nice steamboat wif ono at estimewa.<br />HOME!<br />Got a missed called from shaohua... was wondering wats on that made him call mi.<br />Then he said tianzuo grandpa passed away n that he was near my place.<br />I got bathe n headed down.<br />Actually being more worried for tianbao.<br />Having to know that tianbao takes care of his grandpa sleep together he shud be badly affected ba.<br />sat down with some bball friend baozhen qihui malian tianzuo.<br />Talk some crap n i think its better to go talk to tianbao.<br />we chatted n chatted. it still feels so nice talking to him .<br />Time flew so fast. the last time we were studying together was like 2 years ago.<br />Anyway talked till like 4 n he walked mi home.<br />dunno is i keep him company or its him keeping me company....<br />i realise he is a realli a nice friend n i got him missing for so long<br /><br />SLEEP whole afternoon.<br />No program tonight.<br />i guess i'll b going down tonight<br />Take care my friends<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-3786313792031828801?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-48253671735120553722008-08-23T23:00:00.002+08:002008-08-23T23:11:38.565+08:00Its been a long time since i try updating on this page of mine.<br /><br />Its a the lunar seventh month now.<br />Incense everywhere looking at where i step as n when.<br />When to lim chu kang cemetery for some ceremonial prayers to offer some buffet n money to the dead.<br />An eye opener for mi.<br />But once i got there i thought of SP ROVERS<br />How we walk thru cemetery track 14.<br />How we rescue people with 'snake bites' 'broken legs' along the road side.<br />Remember bro &amp; sis?<br /><br />There were those shifuz n shijies doing the prayers some got posessed.<br />I was afraid at first but soon, i like their attention.<br />The fact that i have total faith in the higher being there makes mi feel protected.<br />When to clarify if there is any health problems like wat the card reading says.<br />The tua ah pek says got nothing wrong except that huo qi very duo. Must drink salt water n yang sen su ...ekks<br />Then i thought i should have a peace of mind.<br />But ono came telling mi " bui eh ah pek ask u friday go up"<br />Wat sia<br />So i went last night.<br />It was such a experience lo.<br />THe tua ah pek talk to mi for like an hour.<br />Telling mi bout my life.<br />My character.<br />I got to much things in my mind.<br />Too much that he ask mi to learn to let go .<br />Short term wise i wanna get a job.<br />Long term wise im determined to earn a career in MARINA SANDS<br />I got spotted ..<br />Ah pek says i wan people to teng.<br />But i often am alone in a grp too.<br />So many many things so many.<br />Dreams are all due to my overwhelming thoughts i go thru sub consiously.<br />drank like 3 cup n smoke 1 cigg with ah pek. hee<br />I jus like talkin to him. wish he can like talk to mi all night.<br />Off i go to mahjong.<br />Guys lets go PT again on tues or thurs<br />i totally SUCKED.<br /><br />5 dai zhi mo here i come!!!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-4825367173512055372?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-70608645273775531202008-07-29T00:45:00.003+08:002008-07-29T01:08:15.063+08:00so with this new skin i think its better eh<br />nt so lagggg....<br />balled today.<br />MONDAY dunno from which kampong come so so many people<br />Lose one game can wait like 1 hr.<br />WAT THE<br />anyway my right thumb is so so painful now all thanks to ah bao.<br />pain no strength<br />how to take my final exam for coupier course sia.<br />wo xiang a chan fei<br />HELP HELP HELP!<br /><br />My beloved lappy diededed totally ...<br />Im using the dinosuar com in my hse....<br />Hang here n dere<br />Some realli retro pics to share<br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">MINI MEEEE</span><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp1.blogger.com/_XL9UZz-se8Q/SI35xZuJpNI/AAAAAAAAACc/qPiLWqDWark/s1600-h/wahha.bmp"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp1.blogger.com/_XL9UZz-se8Q/SI35xZuJpNI/AAAAAAAAACc/qPiLWqDWark/s320/wahha.bmp" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5228109369560376530" border="0" /></a>MAN ME<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_XL9UZz-se8Q/SI35xdL41iI/AAAAAAAAACk/HBpBzYDoCN8/s1600-h/cool.bmp"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_XL9UZz-se8Q/SI35xdL41iI/AAAAAAAAACk/HBpBzYDoCN8/s320/cool.bmp" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5228109370490410530" border="0" /></a>BEKELAH FALLS<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_XL9UZz-se8Q/SI38yrNneBI/AAAAAAAAACs/hhs5Dlye8fE/s1600-h/BERKELAH.bmp"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_XL9UZz-se8Q/SI38yrNneBI/AAAAAAAAACs/hhs5Dlye8fE/s320/BERKELAH.bmp" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5228112689970509842" border="0" /></a>i miss.....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-7060864527377553120?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-61555072495508239572008-07-24T22:45:00.002+08:002008-07-24T23:17:10.131+08:00Been doing afew card reading with my aunt.<br />And some cards asked me to stop all my bad healthy habits such as drinking n smoking.<br />Some cards ask mi to go see doc go for any overdue checkups that i have,<br />Indeed i have overdue checks.<br />One for my brain scan another for my eye.<br />Now a final card says i have chornic illness.<br />Cant be cure but go seek help to control the situation.<br />Goodbye my friends<br /><br />SHIT<br /><br />Im missing Melvyn so much la.<br />What if 3 yrs later he comes back and i'll alreadi like dead for a year or so.<br />i knoe it doesnt matter to him at all now.<br />But somehow whether i sitll holds tat special place in him still matters to mi<br />ITS ALL OVER.<br /><br />Supervisory course for my casino management for now.<br />SUPERVISOR = SUPER + VISION<br />i like need 4 brains 6 pairs of eyes n like 8 hands la.<br />Gotta like monintor whether ur table win how much lose how much.<br />Make sure ur dealers payment n game are running correctly.<br />Gotta track a VIP player see the auntie bet how much win how much each n every hand she plays.<br />KILL MI SUAN LIAO<br /><br />For past weeks my phone seldom rings.<br />Sometimes its either hongming or ah bao call call ask got play ball or wat ma.<br />Other than that everyday i wake up with no ccalls no messagess<br />Sleep with no calls no messages.<br />Kindda saddening ...<br /><br />if tomolo is the last day i live.<br />i wanna thank my grandma n aunt for bringing mi up<br />i wan apologize to melvyn xiao for the pain i caused<br />Thank Alvin for the happy memories.<br />I wan to thank weisheng for being such a sweet classmate n friend in my sec school days.<br />BBCC peeps.To bring mi to p.hantu where its the nature at its best.<br />I wanna thank brothers n sisters of SP Rovers esp jy,r,f,r,m<br />U guys made my poly days a different n enriching one<br />Carrom bball Risk.Berkelah.hantu.Btc,Rss.Rtt<br />Meimiao for enduring my nonsense thru my 3 years.<br />Always helping me to over my ass in skool work.<br />I wanna thank ytcc peeps for welcoming me so warmly.<br />Altough we haven knoe each other for super duper long i shud say.<br />But thai trips n genting trips and those regular ball n mj sessions has been wonderful.<br />ah bao. ono. shi jie. pam. kent. enning.anisia.arron.ronglie.<br /><br />I love each n every single one of u out there.<br />Take care my lovesss<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-6155507249550823957?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-39281018184661273672008-07-16T14:07:00.002+08:002008-07-16T14:38:59.566+08:00Days has been passing by so normally.<br />Till i dun realli have anything to mention in specific besides a balling session whereby i ended up hittin a guy on his head.<br />School has been fine.<br />Went thru Roulette assessment.<br />Guess 5 students got B grade instead of A.<br />But jus hope the few of us are maintaining there.<br />Lesson getting so stressful.<br />People turning up at 9 am daily when lesson suppose to start at 12.<br />Supervisory is starting soon.<br />Meanwhile we are going thru customer service modules.<br />Totally a ZZZZZ monster's factory.<br />Once the lesson starts they will start producing monsters.<br /><br />Last weekend.<br />Helped out ONO with his new home paint.<br />There was mi shijie ahbao his wife n himself.<br />First day manage to get the light colour up n do some patching.<br />Heading to batok for our dinner.<br />MAHJONG.<br />Got like 6 people playing a 4 people game.<br />So poor 2 person comstantly like watching tv n doing nothing.<br />I fell alseep soon when the 4th pok started.<br />Was woken up when their game ended.<br />Slept at BAO hse with Fei also.<br />Den wake up go makan straight go ono hse to paint again.<br />Totally shag lo.<br />End of day 2 we managed to finish walls for all the rooms leaving jus the connies WHITE.<br /><br />But then the weekend has been so fulfilling.<br />I gotta buck up in getting to school on time.<br />Should i go back into fishy again?<br />My friend play me out in the stupid MAC job.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-3928101818466127367?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-86753033786278519492008-07-02T00:36:00.002+08:002008-07-02T02:20:42.605+08:00Was usual lesson today.<br />Black Jack.<br />15 card or stay sir.<br />10 double or card madam.<br />TOO MANY!<br />BLACK JACK!<br />all the way.<br />Headed to town to meet my dearest MEIMIAO &amp; YANMEI.<br />Had THE SOUP SPOON.<br />Nice leh. i never like look at what they had to offer till today.<br />Price is reasonable. Soup is rich n nice!<br />Anyway due to the fact that i felt so much eye power on the table but surrounding hunters looking for seats, we stood up n started to cruise around to partly shop n digest our food.<br />yvonne had some weekly special soup called SIMON &amp; i forgot wat is that.<br />Jane had her typical Mushroom soup. which is like so totally fungal taste.<br />Due to my lack of taste buts stimulation. I had some beef forgot-how-to-spell soup.<br />NICE!<br />As i've been wearing the same old white shit for my thursdays @ skool<br />I tot this was a gd chance i grab a white blouse since its GSS!<br />Walk walk walk... Zara got this plain lookin shirt which cost $59.90. After discount. B4 is like 129.90.<br />Mango as usual look like a market full of cloth everywhere during sales.<br />FAINTED.<br />Headed to some budget place.<br />G2000.<br />Think i spend like an hour their tryin blouses. i like the black ones so much more lo .<br />But due to restrictions i only can like get white?<br />sians.<br />Anyway, after like numerous tryin, meimiao like suddenly suggest.<br />U choose one shirt n skirt we pay for u<br />i was like WHY SIA.<br />Ur birthday lor. we haven got u anything =D<br />So nice. even thuo anyhow.com but still love them la!<br />eventually got 2 shirts @ 59 + a classic formal skirt =D<br />Happy girls!<br />Went into cotton on ... thinkin if i can get ah kent anything from there.. but couldnt.<br />Anyway we gave up without getting anything frm there.<br />When to take a seat at toast box chatted.<br />Bussed Home...<br /><br />Wat a fulfilling day<br />When am i gonna meet up with melvyn.junying.frederick.raymond.rebecca.toony. for another dim sum get together!<br />The 4 guys are always organising their private events like they had been doing during their yr2 days.<br />PLEASE WAKE UP UR IDEA. DUN OUT CAST THE FEMALES CAN ANOT AH!<br />take care my friends!<br />mel.jy.ray.fred.reb.meimiao.yanmei.weisheng.yuteng.ronglie.<br />u guys r missed!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-8675303378627851949?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-6310926801313617942008-06-26T23:17:00.002+08:002008-06-26T23:32:19.901+08:00Firstly,<br />I am no more working at WHISK BAKERY &amp; CAFE.<br />Hope their business is a success.<br />Somehow... My Roy labels me as negative cynical irresponsible cant take critism.<br />Saying that i've change from a Debbie whom used to be positive cheerful n blah blah blah.<br />Fuck It.<br /><br />My boss actually like said... U knoe who is ur boss not. Why u injured ur leg ytd dun tell mi last min den tell ur collegue dun need call mi ah. U dun wanna work jus tell mi. I can find others work wan. Dun waste my time..<br /><br />Firstly i must i did inform my lady boss. thru sms. tat is my bad i shud call.<br />Next is i inform 2 hrs earlier. If i shud inform the day i gt injured, i tot i still could make it to work hoping it gets better after some rest.<br />But since i feel pain even when walkin i think i cant work?<br />Den i didnt jus like cant work n FULL STOP.<br />I scouted for people to take over my shift.<br />But all that i tried to do in order to help the situation all turns out that.<br />Im a fking irresponsible bitch.<br />Thanks man.<br /><br />So now i feel kinda relive that im nt working nw.<br />I wont be scored for a tired face.<br />For people judging tat im nt focus at all.<br /><br />Studies is picking up. im feeling the feeling of every skool day is exciting again.<br />Im happily going for driving lesson.<br /><br />Friday go drink wif arron n gang!<br />Happy Birthday Aaron.<br /><br />Genting on july 4-6 Yea! Heng heng MadaM!<br />Tomolo Roulette assessment. Jia you da jia!<br /><br />Paying 508 chipS!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-631092680131361794?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-8463456471788673162008-06-24T00:04:00.002+08:002008-06-24T00:10:03.937+08:00A usual day at school filled the none other than the all time most boring ROULETTE.<br />Trying to bet all we can and count the most complicated mixture of winning chips.<br />Brain juice draining session i must say.<br /><br />Headed for ball...<br />But couldnt play.<br />After the thumb dislocating incident that make mi feel that i cant bball.<br />This is the next time i feel so vex about the pain n mi being unable to play.<br />Any movement hurts.<br />Till the extend that every step i take to walk is painful.<br />I dun even knoe how exactly i got hurt.<br />I knoe it was from the previous balling session.<br />But didnt expect it to hurt till today.<br />Feel so helpless.<br />Headed home immediately.<br />So rot till now.<br /><br />Oh. i bumped into meimiao today at clmenti MRT.<br />Wearing a overdue nt yet return t-shirt of hers.<br />haha<br /><br />Bao is happily relaxing in his reservice camp now.<br /><br />Gd night everyone.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-846345647178867316?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-64900122782152968652008-06-17T04:11:00.002+08:002008-06-17T04:16:39.083+08:00thank you for ur time n effort for tat reply.<br /> if u think that there is no point in saying all this,<br /> den im sorry i wasted so much of ur time.<br /> No, im nt demanding a apology.<br /> just tot it would be better to clear things up.<br /><br />perhaps we on our part didnt understand u enough.<br /><br /><br />Dun think it worked.<br />Thanks anyway.<br /><br />Take care<br /><br />Anyway ... today is fked up.<br />Fking got fked by my lady boss for stupid things<br />Jus say i slow in frying that damn fries!<br />the fries like fking frozen of coz need time rite.<br />Guess who ordered that fries. LEE CHING LEONG AKA BAO.<br />Nevermind. watever i do. i will be lousy.<br />Bball,studies,work,casino course.<br />all FUCKED UP.<br />Plus alex shoot aeroplane last min say stomachpain.<br />If its true, take care.<br />If its not, i hope ur stomach seriously get super painful.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-6490012278215296865?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-67716682996030516992008-06-16T00:40:00.003+08:002008-06-16T01:17:32.039+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp1.blogger.com/_XL9UZz-se8Q/SFVOmBkmGBI/AAAAAAAAAB0/Iz0s2ikeO3g/s1600-h/n581687957_464747_4116.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp1.blogger.com/_XL9UZz-se8Q/SFVOmBkmGBI/AAAAAAAAAB0/Iz0s2ikeO3g/s320/n581687957_464747_4116.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5212158558915139602" border="0" /></a><br />Firstly i mus admit im sad how much our friendship defer frm before bangkok trip to after bangkok trip.<br /><br />Next i'll like to share with you my side of the story.<br />I understand that both parties have a part to play in the result.<br /><br />But here's just my side.From this point please switch places with me.<br />Try picturing my our view.<br /><br />Firstly, we agreed on KTV prior to our flight.<br />It was not being carried out.<br />I understand tat shihui didnt join too.<br />But she did nt agree on the ktv plan in the first place.<br />So we stayed our at bao hse. Not realli sleepin at all.<br />Headed to meet u for airport.<br />I gotta thank u for ur fathers ride to the airport.<br />So everything was fine. up the plane n touched down at BKK.<br />Headed for rooms unpacked n here we go.<br />MBK.<br />was shopping. but bao n fei moved too fast forward so we kinda lost u guys.<br />anyway from my part. i felt tat u were to concentrated on ur needs.<br />And tend to lose vision of others needs.<br /><br />One example. would be the hair cutting.<br />We on our part keep our agreement to go cut hair.<br />So we went.<br />We understand that you didnt bring clothes for nights out.<br />So we accompanied u to which ever shop u brought us. hoping you could find a nice top or shoes.<br />But sadly. those shops didnt cater.<br />Nvm, we went to the salon.<br />I didnt wan to do colouring or highlight due to my budget constrain. and for mi i'll rather buy things den do the colouring which im uncertain on.<br />your comment was" wa lao, why u all so qi kuai wan."<br />No agreeing doesnt mean its wrong.<br />So our hair were done n we headed to walk around to see if there is places u can get ur clothes frm.<br />It suddenly poured remember?<br />We ran thru the rain to get to you afraid of leaving u alone there waiting.<br />So we were early. you came out first thing was to go get ur clothes.<br />It was late n i tot we shud head back hotel to meet the rest.<br />so we went. the cabs were empty but dey refused to take us on meter.<br />But its their culture n there was a massive jam.<br />I asked you if u needed dinner.<br />After awhile u ignored mi.<br />Next is ur nt eating.<br /><br />Thats where this thing starts<br />firstly u assume that we are nt going to thai night life. onli the guys are going.<br />so next u comment tat we didnt jio u to go out to chiong.<br />having you complain that u have totally no clothes to where to chiong.<br />and how much u dun realli wanna go, we tot u didnt wanna go.<br /><br />Last day we tried to suit your needs.<br />But there are time limitations as well.<br />Plus others agenda.<br /><br />So to conclude, if overseas trip is for ones agenda,<br />one can go.<br />If a group is prefered, we'll be like social estorts. jus accompanying people to accomplish agenda<br />that one has set to complete upon this trip.<br /><br />We gotta give and take.<br />At one point I tot i gave. And thats all i can give.<br />Sorry.<br />We were all tired.<br /><br />Now, maybe if u still care, let mi hear ur side of the story.<br />If all this doesnt matter.<br />Let them be crap.<br /><br />Gd nite<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-6771668299603051699?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-52984294783383166392008-06-10T15:50:00.002+08:002008-06-10T15:58:28.100+08:00Hi all.<br /><br />Been working for a week now.<br />i mus say my workplace cakes are realli good. =D<br />You people gotta drop by for a try k<br />They are also looking for part timers.<br />willing to pay s$5/hr<br />opening hours will be from 9am-3am.<br />I usually covering the night shift so no worries.<br /><br />Barcarat assessment ended. Was quite a smooth sailing wan thuo.<br />Now starts roulette. Gotta squeeze more brain juice.<br />Drink more chicken esscence.<br />i jus seem to be able to spin that fking roulette ball well.<br />on the other hand shijie is like totally good wif spinning that ball.<br /><br />Im like eyeing this sony ericsson phone too!<br />G 900!!<br />but R 350 seems quite cool also.<br />Nvm no money dun need think so much yet.<br /><br />Everybody! LOT 1 got NEW YORK NEW YORK.<br />haha... totally like wat sia.<br />before this LOT1 got cotton on coming into the so kumpong shopping centre..<br />weeuwee soon cck gonna be so townish~..<br /><br />Cant see my bball kakis so regularly le.<br />so sians.<br />Cant meet up wif anyone whenever i like le...<br />hais...<br />NO LIFE MI!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-5298429478338316639?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-709161352702970792008-06-03T01:06:00.002+08:002008-06-03T01:15:08.638+08:00hi all.<br />im glad to announce that ive got a job a<br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">WHISK BAKERY &amp; CAFE</span><br />so any birthday or wat please like order from mi?<br />its a partnership biz one of my friend n another guy is setting up<br />the place is at crown plaza. bukit timah dere (beside coronation plaza)<br />operation hrs r frm 9 am to 3 am.<br />hope to work n earn some cash ba.<br />although they are paying like onli 5/hr but its so much smaller den fishy n i certainly believe tat its much simpler den fishy.<br />hahaha<br /><br />School has been fine.<br />that yong shi jie is doing well. chipping cutting roulette ball spinning all tip top condition.<br />im like kinda lag behind.<br />nvm. wo shi xing de.<br /><br />Ronglie got mi a green mud mud cap.<br />Thanks!<br />Appreciated.<br /><br />Went to take a peek at my soon to be room at ono hse.<br />kinda spacious. i like =)<br />hope everything will turn out fine.<br />but i gotta earn like a lot to tahan the rent first.<br />Before i think of how happily i can live there rite.<br /><br />So.. today NTU won Nanyang Csc<br /> Yew tee Yec won Remix.<br />Kinda sad to see the players kinda struggle during the game.<br />Esp when they played man on. mispasses n miscommunication when everyone was shag out.<br />Nevermind. The next game will be a better one guys.<br /><br />I wanna go drink. been a month since i last like drank.<br />O bar anyone? butter factory?<br />Gd nite! tu chang fong yun here i come!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-70916135270297079?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-40592623449277316102008-05-31T03:24:00.002+08:002008-05-31T03:31:49.654+08:00its sat morning now.<br />im gonna sleep after posting this up.<br />balled at cckcc today.<br />didnt turn up for school.<br />will be going on sat afternoon to practise.<br />i prefer that. Own time own target less people. more beneficial.<br /><br />think i like strain my neck muscle last night whole sleeping.<br />today wake up headache neck suan.<br /><br />play ball without tape after so long feel a bit insecure.<br />anyway ball was fine till this game that kinda got over mi.<br />all the way i was like lackin in def. u pass u pass.<br />But when i drive u pull u push.<br />once twice always.<br /><br />I was realli practicing self control.<br />Good thing ah hong n gang never run out of bo liao things to do to cheer mi up a little.<br /><br />yea. finish 20 epi of tu chang fong yun.<br />my canto getting better n better le.<br />When wanna go kuishin bo~<br /><br />Oh ya. tomolo i'll be heading to edmonds cafe of a interview n job orientation.<br />hope it turns out fine. at least by then i'll be able to earn some money to spend.<br />I didnt shop for half a year le except when i was in thai.<br />Ya. nvm i look so fking fat nw. no clothes will fit mi either.<br /><br />Gd nite people.<br /><br />Meimiao. i love u deep deep miss u many many.<br />let mi think bout it first k.<br />It feels so warm inside as long as i knoe im welcome =D<br /><br />i wanna go the whereever to eat that oh-so-wonderful crepe wif u!<br />nt forgetin yan mei of coz<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-4059262344927731610?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-17052326059995014292008-05-29T00:52:00.002+08:002008-05-29T00:58:18.772+08:00Hmmm... jus back from bballing at cckcc.<br />Was quite a gd day balling coz we like won for almost 2 hrs? =P<br />but all nt i contribute de. i onli contributed to the mispasses n offshots.<br /><br />New blog skin...<br />Kinda bored from that previous wan alreadi. but i kinda nood at this blogging thingy.<br />need to squint so hard to change those same details.<br /><br />Tomolo got big shot coming our skool.<br />Sands Venetian VP &amp; casino manger<br />Sands Macca VP &amp; casino manager.<br />Come dunno who else liao.<br />Jus imagine u getta hook like anyone of them. U gt endless cash to count man.<br /><br />Wahahaha<br />POR PI TI GONG GIMME A NICE JOB IN CASINO.<br />BIG MONEY!!!<br /><br />Tomolo wont be balling.. meeting meimiao &amp; yan mei at city hall.<br />Dunno go eat wat hao liao. i freaking freaking broke le leh.<br />how how.<br />anyone need domestic helper ma ...<br />hais.<br /><br />Gd nite friends.<br />U r missed!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-1705232605999501429?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-83984925967183072802008-05-26T02:34:00.002+08:002008-05-26T02:45:25.118+08:00today is emo day.<br />i dunno why.<br />Went to cckcc to watch bball matches. makaned. mahjong. suppered.<br />walk home all alone from cckcc to home at 2 am.<br />on the way back i feel so alone eh.<br />A day can pass without anyone calling or messages.<br />Like attention seeking perhaps. But im rather certain at this point of time. No one will miss mi.<br /><br />I rejected SIM UOL banking n Fianance.<br />Having taken the casino course. I dun wish to waste those money.<br />Hope to get a well paid job.<br />But what if things dun turn out well?<br />My vision in front is totally blurred now.<br /><br />Im broke.<br />I got to work.<br />But i want to focus on this course too.<br />I m stuck.<br />Tuition i can teach . aunt intro. But i cant commit till end of year. i dun wanna go drag a kid down.<br /><br />WAT AM I WORTH OF?<br />WORTHLESS<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-8398492596718307280?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-76611843336828635122008-05-14T22:15:00.002+08:002008-05-14T22:24:40.847+08:00hey<br />i think i gotta write this incident down.<br />Was drinking relatively nicely at o bar a faithful night.<br /><br />When i was stun betweens the pushes of my friends n some irritating malays.<br />i tot the incident was over. when both parties were pushed apart.<br />But somehow... my friend was there. confronted into a fight.<br />minutes later....<br />he was there lying on the road.<br />Fear...anger...helpless was wat i was filled with.<br />Wiping away his fresh blood. i held back my tears.<br />Next morning hoping he is fine. called n text him.<br />after a long day finally a return call... nt frm him but his mother.<br />tellin mi he is in a operation nw.<br />Stun... i asked for where he was warded n visited him later in the night.<br />When i first saw him at the hosp. I was lost for words. jus standing by his bedside.<br />Looking at the drip he was on. the tags on his wirst. the oxygen supply. the pulse indicator.<br /><br />His eye gently opened, looking so weak...<br />gd thing is still has the cheek to tell us the nurse in the morning was 'chio'<br /><br />Anyway. he was discharged, went for another op.<br />I think he is recovering well now.<br />Just that he cant consume solid food for like a month or so..<br />Poor him.<br />But he will be fine!<br />Talking louder each day le.<br />JIA YOU MY FRIEND!<br /><br />i dun wanna see this happen to anyone i knoe ever again.<br />scarie<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-7661184333682863512?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-72352215281492788582008-05-11T03:49:00.004+08:002008-05-11T04:09:12.765+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_XL9UZz-se8Q/SCYAhoR-RMI/AAAAAAAAABk/eKmpQQkW6DE/s1600-h/thai2.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_XL9UZz-se8Q/SCYAhoR-RMI/AAAAAAAAABk/eKmpQQkW6DE/s320/thai2.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5198843397594301634" border="0" /></a> After our hair cut =/<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_XL9UZz-se8Q/SCYAhoR-RNI/AAAAAAAAABs/TgvbozG4R6g/s1600-h/thai3.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_XL9UZz-se8Q/SCYAhoR-RNI/AAAAAAAAABs/TgvbozG4R6g/s320/thai3.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5198843397594301650" border="0" /></a> our buyings of the day! that filled a queensize bed<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_XL9UZz-se8Q/SCYAFoR-RKI/AAAAAAAAABU/L216IvABAyg/s1600-h/thai1.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_XL9UZz-se8Q/SCYAFoR-RKI/AAAAAAAAABU/L216IvABAyg/s320/thai1.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5198842916557964450" border="0" /></a> TEAM REDBULL!<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_XL9UZz-se8Q/SCYAGIR-RLI/AAAAAAAAABc/rJv5XRepPs0/s1600-h/thaibao1.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_XL9UZz-se8Q/SCYAGIR-RLI/AAAAAAAAABc/rJv5XRepPs0/s320/thaibao1.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5198842925147899058" border="0" /></a> bao aka doraemon warrior<br />Today im gonna to haf a final day of smoking as promised to my parents.<br />This is the first time i gave a promise to my parents.<br />I believe i will keep this promise.<br />Tried to reduce quite abit today already.<br />Not easy i should say. it realli kinda sink into me as a habit alreadi.<br /><br />Thai trip was great =)<br />Nice shopping.<br />Nice roommates<br />Nice tom yam soups.<br />Nice thai massages.<br />LOUSY AIRPLANE SEATS!<br /><br />actually we planned for ktv session before the morning we gotta depart.<br />But due to some unforseen circumstances. It wasnt successful.<br />Went over bao hse to slack wif fei.<br />Got a wink of sleep. Walk from teck whye to lot 1 to meet pam and her so kind dad to fetch us to airport.<br />Shihui was earlier than us. I was kinda afraid she will chiong till seh till cannot get on plane =X<br />Anyway... soon came wenfa kopi &amp; jiaquan.<br />So everyone grab some food n drink.<br />Got 2 dozen pac of ciggs.<br />off we went.<br /><br />Was so tired i knock out in the cab from thai airport to hotel. couldnt be bothered if i was lost or anyhow.<br />Jus sleep onli.<br />First day was MBK.<br />Ah gua show wif pretty looking guys n breast out of shaped.<br />Shopped ated got a little alcohol. chilled at our smoking room.<br /><br />Day 2<br />Woke up for hotel breakfast.<br />Headed for thai massage.<br />went back to collect princess shihui frm hotel.<br />Went back to prog pong to do hair stuff.<br />I lost half the lenght of my hair. sad dao..<br />sudden downpour. got ourselves a bit wet.<br />Back to hotel.<br />prepared for nightlife@bangkok.<br />First we went club nana next we went hollywood.<br />Eyeopener for mi ..<br />like bartop in bras n g strings @.@<br /><br />Day 3 was chatuchat day<br />Weather was super sunny.<br />grab some bites on our way in the market.<br />Good thing ah bao &amp; kopi bought this big big runaway bags that we threw all the stuffs we bought in.<br />in the end it was too heavy for us to carry. SOOOO fulfilling!<br />i dun think we covered the whole place.<br />We either was too tired or we got no more money to spent like dat. wahahah<br />headed back to hotel.<br />When to shum lam nite market. another round of shopping.<br />Got some beer n bacardi breezers drink n slept.<br /><br />Day 4<br />mornin i SLEEEEEPPPPPP onli..<br />checked out leave our lauggauges headed to mbk for last round of shopping.<br />didnt buy alot. i was jus walking around.<br />Times up n back to hotel.<br />airport.<br />CRAMP flight.<br />touch down.<br />we actually went to cineleisure for ktv wif our average 20 kg laguages.<br /><br />HOMED<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-7235221528149278858?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-90380499771958334672008-04-23T14:37:00.002+08:002008-04-23T14:48:55.397+08:00im leaving on a jet plane!<br />flight details.<br />24th april 2008 - 0630 hrs<br />28th april 2008 -2300 hrs<br /><br />Now i dont know what to bring there.<br />I've yet to change my thai BUTTS.<br /><br />I kinda worried the trip wont turn out that well =/<br /><br />But lets go enjoy!<br /><br />Its day 2 of my casino course.<br />My fingers are getting fitter esp my pinky.<br />My joints are cracking.<br />All those seems like so simple stuff aint that simple.<br />Kinda reluctant to miss the 2 days.<br />But nvm. i'll get a make up lesson.<br />Shi jie jia you k!. Mus remember wat u learn n teach mi hor.<br /><br />Bye guys. Take care.<br />You'll be missed!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-9038049977195833467?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-36033274324745665772008-04-21T03:42:00.002+08:002008-04-21T03:55:26.634+08:00Now..<br />i'm gonna start school in like 8 hours.<br />YEA<br />Bangkok in like 3 days!<br /><br />Weekend was good.<br />Friday midnight went over to bear house for mahjong.<br />After gruelling 2 poks. i lost 1 dollar. =.-'<br />Tried the all new MAC McGriddles. Its good la. like sussage muffin except tat the bread is like maple syruped hotcakes.<br /><br />Saturaday was suppose to meet up pam to go for gym n swim.<br />But too tired after the mahjong so im sorry i gave tat a miss.<br />Wake up to go cckcc ate. Watch match.<br />Amazing remix like win so instantly.<br />the first quarter or so their attacking percentage was almost 100%<br />I know im suppose to be training.<br />But is my thinking wrong?<br />I mean...ala... im caught in the middle. best is dun play at all.<br />SHIT MAN.<br />Anyway...<br />So after the game was thinking where to go for the night.<br />Somehow i ended at BUTTER FACTORY<br />Ah long was nice to fetch me dere. Sign mi in. Buy mi drinks.<br />But in return, i intro him a girl.<br />Hmmm...The music is GOOOOOODDDDD.<br />The nicest thing was to see my best best sec school friend working there.<br />Like after so so long. Misses!<br />So then came ah hong ah yong n chenglong.<br />Played some games of 5-10 n i throne the game la. wahahaha<br />Soon.. jason was puking n followed by ah yong n home dey went =(<br />Let mi yunxiang ahlong &amp; kent.<br />Drank dance thru the night.<br />Walked to NANA. Look at how a thai disco is.<br />They just got raided so its rather empty.<br />Cab back to o bar ba kut teh. Eat. n Nice ah long drive us home.<br />On the way was stop by TP good thing they didnt check for drink driving.STRESS!<br /><br />Anyway woke up today called pam for swim at cck complex.<br />Headed to SBC to watch the games.<br />RONGDA won.<br />NUS won.<br />HOMEU won.<br />QIANXI won.<br />HOMEU won.<br />Instead of home, mi shihui n kent headed to geylang for tian ji zuo~<br />took 67 back. but halfway thru. kent suggest to go somewhere to chill.<br />Ended up at bukit timah<br />POOLED till 2 am .<br />CAB HOME.<br /><br />School starting. im really looking forward.<br />take care guys<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-3603327432474566577?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-88671359384394111192008-04-16T06:13:00.002+08:002008-04-16T06:41:18.694+08:00woke up this afternoon to find grandma sitting on the ground.<br />first thing tat i blurt out was. what are u doing there?<br />And not long that i realize she jus fell.<br />Apparently, she just woke up from a dream saying that this long dead relative wants to bring her and my aunt away to visit this another long dead relative of mine.<br />Then she woke up giddy i guess n kinda blacked out.<br />Good thing she managed to cling onto some hangers of sportsbra that cushioned her fall a bit.<br />Or else i dont think she can live to tell mi what she had dreamt of.<br />Its kind of scary. recently she aint feeling well. Coughing with flam. Which her asthma.<br />With her weak heart. Its dangerous. Easily she can choke on her flam.<br /><br />Was relating what happened earlier in the day to aunt and then ah ma woke up again.<br />Saying she dreamt of some stuff again.<br />Saying why is it so noisy outside. Like lots of people outside.<br />According to the supertitious us, those whom are dying often dream about dead relatives offering to bring them somewhere.<br />I totally believe.<br />In the dream my grandma said she dont wan to go. Perhaps thats why she lived?<br /><br />Am just back from supper with ronglie.<br />Got grandma some breakfast.<br />Helped her apply medicine.<br />Talk to her a little on how i felt about things regarding my parents.<br />I wanna tell her how much i wanna thank her for bringing me up.<br />I dun knoe how to put those emotions into words.<br />Aunt claims that this year is another checkpoint for her also.<br />Meaning she either survive thru or byebye.<br />What sia.<br />Please god. i dun think i am strong enough to face this.<br />Please bless my family with great health n happiness.<br />I love them all.<br /><br />I am not ready to lose anyone.<br /><br />HOKKIEN:ah ma, gam xia le qi wo jia tua han. Gam xia le an ni jiao kor wa. Na si wa wu si mi dui em zhu li eh tai ji, chia li yuan leong wa. Le eng wang shi wa dui hoe eh ah ma. Wa bue bei ki le chi wa dua han eh.<br /><br />ENGLISH: Grandma, thank you for bringing me up. Thank you for ur care u showered me over the years. If any point in time i did anything that hurt you, please forgive me. Forever you'll be my best grandma. I will never forget your love that u showed me.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-8867135938439411119?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-88950874610948289172008-04-15T02:49:00.003+08:002008-04-15T02:57:51.080+08:00now that my 21st birthday is more or less over.<br /><br />i'll like to thank all that wished mi either thru sms,friendster,personally or any other way.<br /><br />YI XIA PAI MING BU FEN XIAN HUO.<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-weight: bold;">melvyn.junying.fred.rebecca.raymond.jordan.shijie.ahbao.pamela.shihui.guorong.ronglie.hongming</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-weight: bold;">renqin.ahlong.yihong.father.mother.aunt.grandma.secondaunt.unclepatrick.stepmother.jason.huiqin.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153); font-weight: bold;">phyllis.ahqin.kent.enning.bearica.shaohua.meimiao.chaihuat.anisia.ziqun.thomas.ade.ziping.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">Thank you guys.</span></span><br />U made my life a better one to live on =D<br />ps: pls pardon mi if i missed out anyone. perhaps alcohol still caught up in my brains.<br /><br />WOOHOO!<br />6 days to course start<br />9 days to thai trip<br /><br />Take care FRIENDS!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-8895087461094828917?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-501141212460645552008-04-14T01:58:00.003+08:002008-04-14T02:24:08.460+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_XL9UZz-se8Q/SAJPT8EtKZI/AAAAAAAAAA0/_FhYHXEx7yA/s1600-h/obar.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_XL9UZz-se8Q/SAJPT8EtKZI/AAAAAAAAAA0/_FhYHXEx7yA/s320/obar.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5188796924646205842" border="0" /></a> SUPER AWAKE N FINE =)<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_XL9UZz-se8Q/SAJPUcEtKaI/AAAAAAAAAA8/mYkWD36fgkg/s1600-h/obar1.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_XL9UZz-se8Q/SAJPUcEtKaI/AAAAAAAAAA8/mYkWD36fgkg/s320/obar1.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5188796933236140450" border="0" /></a> A LITTLE ON THE HIGH SIDE<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp0.blogger.com/_XL9UZz-se8Q/SAJPU8EtKbI/AAAAAAAAABE/-ThPRW3OldQ/s1600-h/obar2.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp0.blogger.com/_XL9UZz-se8Q/SAJPU8EtKbI/AAAAAAAAABE/-ThPRW3OldQ/s320/obar2.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5188796941826075058" border="0" /></a> WONDERING HOW COME BEER TASTE SO BAD<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp2.blogger.com/_XL9UZz-se8Q/SAJPVcEtKcI/AAAAAAAAABM/ZvqgOKC47t0/s1600-h/drunk1.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp2.blogger.com/_XL9UZz-se8Q/SAJPVcEtKcI/AAAAAAAAABM/ZvqgOKC47t0/s320/drunk1.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5188796950416009666" border="0" /></a> 1 hour into puking THANKS BAO FOR TAKING THIS KINDA PICS~!<br />Woke up to redhill for friendly game.<br />Had carrot cake plus kikapoo for dinner.<br />Simple and sweet birthday cake by teammates =)<br />Next headed home. Bathe. Headed for O bar.<br /><br />Everyone was there.<br />PAM.SHIHUI.BAO.RONGLIE.SHIJIE.ARRON1.ARRON2.GUORONG.AHLONG.HONGMING.<br /><br />Drink a little.Beer plus some vodka watever.<br />Den comes renqin. He totally took mi away from earth la.<br />First came half jug beer. followed by non stop terquilla pops.plus another half jug beer.<br />IT KILLED MI TOTALLY.<br />Still managed to get cigarettes and all wif arron n shijie.<br />But once they are gone. everything came slowly &amp; deadly.<br />I started to puke like free flow buffet.<br />Once i started puking i couldnt stop man.<br />I was like squating 2 hrs.<br />Trying to squeeze every drop of digestive juice out of mi.<br />i tried super hard to sit up open my eyes. but realli cant. the world is spinning too fast for mi.<br />Didnt even knoe ah yong n cheng long came after that.<br />Went home in ah longs car with guess paper bag stuck to my face.<br />According to hongming i actually puke some strains of blood. dying soon liao lo.<br />Change n BANG concused.<br />They next thing i know is that im awake. Feeling that its still kinda early.<br />But when i look at my phone its like 3 plus =.-'<br />Called pam and realise they meeting at 1530<br />Tried to rush. but wasnt possible and they gotta meet others.<br />So took my time to bathe n hang the laundry.<br />Cab to SBC.<br />Had nice western n company to watch nice games.<br />Rongda won.Tagawa won.HomeU won.<br />All nice games to watch!<br />Ah Bao got 4 pts field goal + 1 steal<br />WEEUWEE<br /><br />Trained home =)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-50114121246064555?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-28295707670537958762008-04-12T04:47:00.002+08:002008-04-12T05:00:58.764+08:00im kinda drunk while i type all this out.<br />i wanna write it all here becoz i dun wanna forget.<br />this 21st birthday or mine.<br />i went to meet my god uncle with my aunt at boat quay.<br />had a nice surf n turf. (ribeye &amp; prawns with a portion or salad n chips)<br />nice. had a glass or borbon coke.<br />he was relatively supervisual. Stressing on how happy he is to see us all. esp mi all grown up.<br />headed down to chinatown area. 146 neil road.<br />My father n mother plus father's wife was there.<br />Drank... felt proud as my father introduced mi to his friends.<br />I got this gold 21st pendant.<br />Somehow i smoked in front of all of dem.<br />Somehow i feel their heartahce.<br />Their heartache becoz dey arent involved in my growing up process..<br />becoz dey dun knoe mi.<br />many birthday songs many wishes..<br />im happy overall...<br />but im kinda sad .... sad im family aint complete... today is my first time huggin my dad.. i held my tears back..<br />i held my tears back when he was half drunk sharing how much he regret not being responsible as a father.<br />How much he is doting his son becoz he miss mi...<br />yes... he said he missed mi..<br />im indeed moved....<br />my mother... i believe she is going thru some rough patch in her life as well.<br />I jus wish my family and friends happiness.<br /><br />i went to ball at cckcc went my god uncle messaged mi ..<br />arrange for a drink ...<br />ended up a meeting for my family...<br />for once.. i got this pic of my dad n mother... the last wan was when i was 3.<br />but sadly i dun haf it wit mi yet.<br />will upload once i get it.<br />Headed to meet dem n i went thru a emotional jorney.<br />i hope tomorrow would be a better day.<br /><br />I love my father<br />I love my mother.<br />I love my god uncle.<br />I love my aunty.<br />I love my grandma.<br />I love my friends. esp. bao pam lie<br /><br />Please treasure each other while we are fine n healthy.<br /><br />im kinds emo now. take care.<br /><br />god bless all my loved ones.<br />god bless.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-2829570767053795876?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-14651452082060637732008-04-11T03:53:00.001+08:002008-04-11T04:09:42.468+08:00Met friend for lunch at chinatown.<br />Had tim sum for lunch. so so lor. the siew mai is good.<br />walk for awhile....<br />headed to vivo~<br />realised i've been missing from shopping for so long.<br />and i feel utterly poor n deprived of retail therapy.<br />quite a few pieces of clothes here and dere went into my togetifigtmoney list.<br />Was walking around.. and headed to suntec...<br />Had fish n co for dinner =)<br />they actually went NYDC to get a cake frm dere... sweet la<br />Nice... nice company..<br />Got a fragrance for birthday.<br />Got angbao from ahma n 2nd aunt.<br />Got an epilator.<br />haha..<br />BUT i still think 21st is boring bday.<br />okay shall grow up n learn tat bday is jus another day.<br />jus tat on this faithful day 21 yrs old. my mother was screaming when her virgina was being cut open =X<br />Thank you rebb.Jy.Ray.Mel.Fred.Wil. for today =)<br /><br />ps:pam, steady ah go hotel =x<br />friday like no prog. perhaps go ball..<br />if nt can sumone like date mi for dinner wif kbox or movie?<br /><br />Good night my friend<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-1465145208206063773?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-85409376032361560012008-04-09T00:19:00.004+08:002008-04-09T00:32:58.338+08:00accompanied bao for eggs sending AKA lorry sitting today.<br />heading home wif 30 eggs as my salary for the day.<br />plus complimentry lunch with the condition tat i gotta la rush everything into my mouth in 5mins.<br />How to digest sia.<br /><br />Jus when i got home n rested.<br />Ono called.<br />Accompanied him to go SAS in order to settle some jersey issues.<br />Since was at woodlands we headed to MR PANG SEAFOOD at sembawang.<br />had all time fav you zham yu bian, tried their bbq stingray accompanied wif a xian cai toufu tang.<br />Nice.<br />After dinner headed to RP to watch friendly between rongda &amp; RP.<br />Mike and Bao skin colour look so sunshine~<br />Lie look like a overcooked spareribs.<br /><br />HOME.<br />this marks the end of a ordinary day.<br /><br />THURS- DINNER wif ROVERS gang.<br />FRIDAY- INTEND TO GO DINNER plus KTV/MOVIE<br />SAT- DRINK + STAYOVER OUTSIDE<br /><br />my dad wanna join mi for the drinking part.<br />hmmm....o bar wif a 40 yea old guy? friends please help accomedate him.<br /><br />i hope people whom turn up for the drinks are<br />pam.shihui.bao.lie.shijie.roy. and many many.<br />but i seriously hope i can walk out wif my clothes clean n relatively sober.<br /><br />haha<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-8540937603236156001?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-50399876514118307452008-04-09T00:19:00.001+08:002008-04-09T00:19:16.416+08:00<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-5039987651411830745?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-73619168703398498262008-04-06T23:11:00.003+08:002008-04-06T23:25:56.124+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp1.blogger.com/_XL9UZz-se8Q/R_jojUFurnI/AAAAAAAAAAs/OyqXLYN-g2M/s1600-h/skoolgirl.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp1.blogger.com/_XL9UZz-se8Q/R_jojUFurnI/AAAAAAAAAAs/OyqXLYN-g2M/s200/skoolgirl.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5186150664302931570" border="0" /></a>Yea. Gonna head to turf city tomorrow for registering of the casino course.<br />If everything goes well, i'll being starting the course on april 21.<br />But on the other hand, what about my degree.<br />Now, if this course goes well, i'll be working shifts in casino earning like 2.5k.<br />Be it local or overseas =)<br />If im able to settle down in the job save loads of money, i'll go get a degree.<br />But think again. if i settle down in the job why i need a degree man.<br />CRAP. this is jus how my brain is being formatted by the society.<br />Whateva. i jus dun wan to be a poor kid.<br /><br />1. GO GET CASINO COURSE<br />2. GET A BANKING DEGREE<br />3. SIGN ON POLICE<br /><br />Ahh... whatever. i wanna freaking get my driving liecense like NOW!!!!<br /><br />I cant wait for thai trip.<br />But i kinda afraid at any point of time i'll feel extra or left out or sumthing like dat.<br /><br />Ohh.. TODAY <span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">HONG KUANG</span> WAS PLAYING AT <span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">CCKCC</span> WHILE I WAS AT <span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);">SENTOSA.</span><br />WHAT SIA.<br />the whole of sentosa dun have any hot hunks comparable to him lor.<br />SHIT.<br />Heavens joke sia.<br /><br />Lets go have dinner and drink for my birthday.<br />DECIDED.<br />Shall decide whether it shud be on a fri or sat nite.<br /><br />BYE!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-7361916870339849826?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7519792985241309646.post-85953038851705056262008-04-04T02:05:00.002+08:002008-04-04T02:15:51.476+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://bp3.blogger.com/_XL9UZz-se8Q/R_UevkFurmI/AAAAAAAAAAk/LTEf_CJ-Qms/s1600-h/Foto%28066%29.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://bp3.blogger.com/_XL9UZz-se8Q/R_UevkFurmI/AAAAAAAAAAk/LTEf_CJ-Qms/s320/Foto%28066%29.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5185084348477386338" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;">HI ALL.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;">can anyone help mi brainstorm some ideas for my 21st birthday?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;">I rested for bout a month.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;">I gonna rest the whole of april 2008 as well.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;">Jus for me to take a break. A long break.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;">But now that beloved 11 april is nearing, i dun think i have any idea.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;">1. Go o bar pay money puke n get drunk?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;">2. Like wat ronglie suggest, go movie n dinner wif friends?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;">3. the point is i dun even knoe who will be free to entertain me.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;">Hai.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;">People 21st bday all so nicely planned and everything.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;">Tong ren bu tong ming ah.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;">Anyway i dun wanna go home on my birthday i guess.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;">Go book some hotel or chalets or wat i also dun mind.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;">Anyway wanna join?</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;">I'm stuck with this stupid virus.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;">Been running slight fever on n off for like so many day.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;">Nose blocked wif greenish pudding like mucus with occasionally strains of blood as deco.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;">now both eyes is swollen.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;">Getting fatter each day.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;">Pimples popping everywhere.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;">How much more uglier can i get man.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;">Pam.he ask if i knoe ur blog. i said i dunno. ya.</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;">FRIENDS. im super bored. please date mi out sumwhere.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;">anyone wanna catch rule no.1?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;">Tml is ching ming.. gotta go bai bai =/</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;">Wanna play bball too...</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7519792985241309646-8595303885170505626?l=chrissydebbie.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>five4fightinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12390680860402036574noreply@blogger.com0