Saturday, October 17, 2009

i wont let u go thru all these alone.
trust me.
its hard its dark in there i know.
so full of uncertainties.
but i'll be there holding ur hands.
when u r tired, i'll slow down take a rest with u.
when u wanna keep moving on, i will walk this road with u.
always

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

sore throat n cough

On shift now from 11pm - 7 am daily for this week.
the timing super shag.

Where as his shift is from 3pm- 11 pm.
so every morning im back, i would see him opening the door with a super blur look.
bathe n sleep .
pull myself up at 1130 am ..
decide on lunch wait for him to prepare to go work ...
den afterwhich i'll take care of camiguin 203.
SLEEEPPP...

Both of us has been having bad throat n coughing.
Been going to pharmacy to get his lozenges n cough syrup.
But its likt not really effective yet eh ...
tian gong por pi he fast fast recover.
So will be in top form to take care of me ma.
wahahahha

I wanna go sing k!.
Yesterday people go enjoy sing n makan.
all say so good so good.
one more week of different shift ..
and things will be back to norm.

take care guys!!!

Saturday, October 10, 2009

life

life has been good.
never better actually.
was discussing how life would be if we were back in sg.
how to arrange if shifts were different.

he has been coughing.
but not recovering.
cant really stop his mouth. but the selection of food here also rather limited.
helpless.
he is rather troubled with work also.
cant help either.
jia you ba .

hope life will be good.
even back in sg. in years to come.

get well real real soon k .
?

everything is fine already.
no typhoon.
safe in sound.

started on casino exposure.
dealt blackjack n carribean stud poker.
tai sai n mini bacarrat on the way.
but i really am not happy with the way im performing.
i guess...
i will jus be a croupier for life.
i just make mistakes not becus i dunno my stuff but jus because i make mistake.
my bad.
no comments.


good night all

i hope everyone back home is fine.
ah yi eat n home is managed well...
dunno how my uncle is coping life without grandma also.

i still miss her so so much.
haven really register her as gone.
jus 2 days back jus realised i will never get to eat the lor ba she always does for me.
no one will beat her ..

take care all...

Saturday, October 3, 2009

typhoon parma . missed it

The week passed and I'm back in bonifacio heights.
But this time instead of spending most of the time in a413 I'm at c203
Sort of "married" over as wat wangying jie jie and dearest metal teeth say.
Where as my crispy prata pattern chew jian "lu zui" wahaha
Friday lesson was shorten to 2 hrs due to the news of a super typhoon arrival.
Rush to grab last min ration n felt like tml is so uncertain.
Everyone all rushing to stock up food n batteries n torches.
Rush home n got a confinement for this weekend.
Am suppose to report everyfew hrs.
Mahjong today.mahjong yesterday.
But the long awaiting super typhoon din let us catch a glimpse of her.
Instead it jus bring some rain n wind.

So people back there in sg.
We are safe.

I kinda like the life here.
So simple. So well taken care of.
Used to ur special attention.
Used to ur constant presence.
Been so long since I last savior this kinda xinfu.
Love.