tellmiurmeaningoflife

Its been a long time

Its been a long time since i try updating on this page of mine.

Its a the lunar seventh month now.
Incense everywhere looking at where i step as n when.
When to lim chu kang cemetery for some ceremonial prayers to offer some buffet n money to the dead.
An eye opener for mi.
But once i got there i thought of SP ROVERS
How we walk thru cemetery track 14.
How we rescue people with 'snake bites' 'broken legs' along the road side.
Remember bro & sis?

There were those shifuz n shijies doing the prayers some got posessed.
I was afraid at first but soon, i like their attention.
The fact that i have total faith in the higher being there makes mi feel protected.
When to clarify if there is any health problems like wat the card reading says.
The tua ah pek says got nothing wrong except that huo qi very duo. Must drink salt water n yang sen su ...ekks
Then i thought i should have a peace of mind.
But ono came telling mi " bui eh ah pek ask u friday go up"
Wat sia
So i went last night.
It was such a experience lo.
THe tua ah pek talk to mi for like an hour.
Telling mi bout my life.
My character.
I got to much things in my mind.
Too much that he ask mi to learn to let go .
Short term wise i wanna get a job.
Long term wise im determined to earn a career in MARINA SANDS
I got spotted ..
Ah pek says i wan people to teng.
But i often am alone in a grp too.
So many many things so many.
Dreams are all due to my overwhelming thoughts i go thru sub consiously.
drank like 3 cup n smoke 1 cigg with ah pek. hee
I jus like talkin to him. wish he can like talk to mi all night.
Off i go to mahjong.
Guys lets go PT again on tues or thurs
i totally SUCKED.

5 dai zhi mo here i come!!!!!

posted by five4fighting @ 11:00 PM